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What does dysphoria feel like?

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  1. Kasey

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    He's sitting right here. He sees me as the same good person.
     
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    :slight_smile:(&&&):eusa_clap

    Congrats!
     
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    It's like nothing ever happened. I'm feeling pretty good.
     
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    I'm ecstatic for you :grin:
     
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    I'm still up. My friend will really see me Sunday.

    Fuck yes!
     
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    Exciting news! Congratulations!!!!!! I'm so happy for you!!!! :grin: :slight_smile::eusa_danc:eusa_clap:kiss:(!!):thewave:frowning2:*hug*)
     
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    I get to be me at home Sunday.

    God damn. I am freezing but happy. I'm not visually me but I am me. No hiding to my best friend. We talked about EVERYTHING.

    Son of a bitch... Thank you all.
     
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    My friends mom just yelled at us. Fuck it.
     
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    Fuck it indeed ma'am!
     
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    Sounds like things are a lot better Kasey! :slight_smile: <3
     
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    Oooh... Kasey's in trouble... :roflmao:
     
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    She's such a naughty girly! :slight_smile:
     
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    We already knew that! Haha!
     
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    I've told you two that my problem is that it went too well that it doesn't feel real to me and I'm scared.
     
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    When you open yourself up like that and it goes well, after you've spent so much time and energy worrying about it, I think it is natural to both be happy that it went well, yet still feel spent, confused, and even a bit cheated that the anticipated crisis that you geared up for so much never came to pass. I have generally felt a weird sort of combination of euphoria and adriftness (is that even a word?) afterwards myself. I hope the fear fades quickly and you can just enjoy being able to share this with your best friend!
     
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    Haha, I experienced this at work. I prepared for people to say stuff and be angry. Especially when I sat down and told my managers. But nope, zippo. Everyone's fine with it :slight_smile:
     
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    That feels like it's not real to me. I keep telling myself this is a dream.
     
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    It's reality!!! :grin:
     
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    Hey Kasey, from what I learned over the years. My general manager told me. "The best time to worry about something is when shit hits the fan. So I wouldn't worry until you cross that road." In short you should give "some people" the benefit of the doubt.
     
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