What Are You Thinking?

I just managed to have a civil and actually rather pleasant conversation with my ex. Didn't think that would ever happen, things didn't end well and we haven't spoken in a long time. He did admit he fucked up too, I was shocked.

 

Winter break was too short and i can't believe I have to go back to school tomorrow!

 

Dear Nesquik, I love you.

Sincerely, that clown guy.

 

What happened? I feel like shit for no reason. -_-

 

I had to change her name in my phone to DONOTCALLHER. It had been a week, and then she called me tonight... to tell me she was going to do dope if I didn't stop her. Nothing I said could change her mind. I told her that I love her more than anything, but I couldn't do this anymore. I can't just sit back and watch her throw her life away. She's only 19! I just want to wrap her in my arms and make everything okay again. This sucks so fucking bad. help.

 

The one guy I like and is gay doesn't like me.... Le Sigh.

 

My break was 17 days and it seemed like it lasted for months.

I'm actually kind of pumped to have classes again tomorrow.

 

Have just seen the cutest photo ever! I doubt those boys are even gay, let alone a couple, but still...

 

(*hug*)

 

Dammit, I thought I could escape jet lag, but here it is at 5:43, and I'm awake even though I'm dead tired.

 

Interesting topics to write about (a feature story, for our school paper)

*is open for suggestions*

 

I was so sure that I had taken today off from work in order to rest after my trip to Amsterdam, but as it turns out, I never actually did take the day off. If it hadn't been for my friend tipping me off, I never would've called in absent and would've gotten a much stiffer penalty than I did. I really need to stop relying on my highly flawed memory.

Oh, the follies of human memory and pride.

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The temperature in my apartment is a bone-chilling 59 F, even though the gas heater's been making plenty of noise. The bills are paid, so it's not for failure to pay the bills.

So now, I'm cold, frustrated, and on top of that, hungry.

 

My old Chinese professor is gone and replaced with a brand-new one, I guess.
I have to get to the bottom of this. I really liked her and was looking forward to another class with her but now we've got a young woman who just signed her contract before Christmas.

 

....being poor sucks. xD Staying at my sister's school from 1pm till 7pm till she finishes because we can't afford gas to keep driving back and forth....so I'm stuck in a waiting room for 6 hours. ;_; Gotta love life...at least I have mom's laptop.

 

Just sent a text to my great aunt asking if she still needs help packing today [she mentioned having me come over Monday (today.)] Would like to know if she does or doesn't soon, 'cause if not, I'll actually stop browsing EC and other sites and get on some of the job sites.

Sure I could be doing that right now, but it's the principle of the thing.

 

Dear people who post everything about their lives on Facebook,

Nobody gives a fuck! Please stop cluttering my news feed.

 

Started second (and final) semester of high school senior year today. Found out I ended first semester with an A in AP Chem. So happy; that was my ultimate goal for the semester. After hearing about how hard it is at my school and how college-oriented the teacher makes the class, I am left with higher hopes of starting my pre-med track next fall.

People also seemed oddly drawn to me, which was a nice surprise. Somebody told me I looked like a grown man today, haha. I guess my shopping on Saturday night was successful.

 

Ive been thinking that the guy ive been talking to no longer is interested in me

 

I completely agree with this.

Reading about everyone's personal life on Facebook is beyond irritating.

 

Finally! Someone who agrees :lol:

I NEVER post anything on my wall personally, since I use it for messaging but I know a lot who post the tiniest details of how they did this or that and how it was done and whether the Virgin Mary was watching them performing it etc. ... the worst one is a guy I know who posts weird quotes he makes up himself or his thoughts (mostly negative) about certain people and 'Likes' his comments.

He's the only one who actually likes them. I've never seen anyone else like what he posts. Pardon me, but I call that pathetic :rolle: