Seemingly random gender id-related announcements

OK, so anyway, plastered-on grin has faded, but no question I enjoyed the experience. As previously mentioned, I was a little apprehensive before the fact that donning a female head of hair for the first time might end up sending me into a swirl of emotions, possibly including panic. No such rollercoaster ensued. In its place, just a powerful, lingering feeling of intense happiness at finally seeing something so beautiful in my mirror. Grinned all night and all the next day at work thinking about it, which was almost every minute. (Fortunately, boss was out of town, heh.) Today, the edge is off the joy, but no doubt I still feel extremely pleased to be able to look more like how I have long dreamed. (Did not wear hair tonight because spaghetti dinner. ) Have not felt extremely sad having to go to work sans mane. Then again, I've long been used to having to be a different person at work anyway. :dry:

Not sure what all this means. Maybe dysphoric stage comes later. Still not certain yet that I am MtF trans, but it may be too soon to tell. I do know that I've been shopping like a complete fiend the last couple of days. Oh, that my male wardrobe had ever expanded this quickly. :lol:

 

A girl from the GSA accidentally ordered two binders (she is a cosplayer and I'm a dude). I'm getting one as soon as she gets them in the mail. Thank you based god.

 

Sounds like a pretty cool experience. Am envious.

Writing for performance (covering theater, film, TV, etc.) rocks. Done a little scriptwriting myself. Also currently trying to engage a writer friend about helping me to develop this amazing dramatic TV series idea I had. Hoping he ends up interested enough to help me.

I hope you realize that commits yourself to sticking at EC for three more years' worth of updates.

I hear you about being able to go bare at this time of year. For me, it's my legs, though. Summer tans ftw.

 

Your sleazy local dive or mine? (Supposed to be the source of all great inspiration, so Faulkner and Lowry sez.)

Believe me, nothing is stopping my this summer from getting some nicely bronzed gams! Too much I want to wear that the pale look just can't bring off.

Oh, bet you couldn't be too rambunctious, else that loincloth get snagged on a branch and tear.


(Interested in some delicious potatoes? Frying some up for drwinchester in Fun&Games presently. )

 

Relax. Everyone who stumbles into that place gets free potatoes. You founded the joint, remember?

 

A friend of mine is sending me a binder! I can't wait to get it! (!)

I'll definitely post pictures if it fits.

 

Came out to friend about being queer. He was okay with it, but had a lot of questions.

 

Spent almost the entire day en femme in front of my best friend.

 

That is wonderful! Accepting and supportive friend, I take it?

 

Swimming is the bomb. After I left my ex last May, I ended up rooming with a friend for the entire summer whom had her own private pool in the backyard. Thought it was going to be a pretty sweet deal for myself. Unfortunately, the pump broke shortly before I moved in and, because she had recently been laid off, she couldn't afford to have it fixed. Tried to help her as best as I could, but mechanically-declined. Anyway, by the time I moved out in September, the pool had become a greenish-black, stinking cesspool because she never drained it either. I stayed pretty pale that summer, you might imagine. :rolle:

Enjoy your swim!

 

Gender-related announcement: History teacher at cram school called me "bro" in front of the entire class of 100+ people, then proceeded to comment on my, um, hair and call me a cross-dresser. Hm.
*raises eyebrow slowly*
*how do you raise an eyebrow slowly tell me*

Also, I missed a LGBTQIA+ meeting yesterday. It could've been my first but I'm still playing it safe around family and friends so fat chance of me actually going anyway.