I Think I'm Dating a Jewish Pedophile with a Nazi fetish

Yeah so I went out with this guy. Uber-Jewish, uber-artsy. He says I look like a little boy, like I'm in middle school, and that's what attracts him to me. (He's actually 2 years younger than I am, age 21). He also says he is attracted to the "Hitler Youth" look. He asked me my ancestry and when I said I am part German he seemed turned on by the idea that I must have Nazi relatives who killed Jews (I don't).

He bought me dinner, we went out for drinks, I drank too much, I gave him a blowjob and then vomited all over his bed. The rest of the night was a disaster, not going to get into the details of that.

I'm pretty sure at this point that he's just interested in sex, and I'm looking for a real relationship.

But the whole situation is just freaking me out, my brain is fried enough to begin with.

Apparently he's a filmmaker who has produced a movie about "man-boy love".

When I said I had been a Catholic and went to Catholic schools, he kept asking me over and over and was like in shock about why no priests ever went after me. (I told him I was never an altar boy.) It was such a freaking bizarre exchange (actually he brought it up multiple times), I asked him if he'd ever been molested by a rabbi.

Today he was interrogating me via text about my age and seemed disappointed when I swore over and over again that I really was 23 and not 17, he wanted me to send him a picture of my ID which I refused.

But I don't know what to do about this situation now. Maybe I'm doing the world a favor by just going along with him so he can let his sexual desires out on me rather than actual underaged boys. But I don't know, there's something more than a little bit creepy about this guy, but I'm just so lonely and desperate at this point.

 

Well it seems there is consensus here about what I should do, yet I remain conflicted.

Somehow he managed to make comments with rather creepy undertones seem so complimentary:

"Oh you're so cute, you look so young, you look like you're in middle school".

"You went to Catholic school? How could the priests have left you alone, you're so cute."

"I'm so turned on by the Hitler Youth look, you have it, you are beautiful."

I mean, he bought me dinner, he told me he wanted me to be his little twink boy.

After blowing him, I vomited all over his bed, and was a drunken mess, he had to strip his whole bed and clean up my mess, but he didn't kick me out (well at one point at like 5 am he said I had to leave, but he later apologized for that saying he was just freaking out), the next morning I woke up around 11, he introduced me to his friend, I sat with her and him in his kitchen and he gave me some bread and butter and made me coffee and we chatted a bit. I mean he again brought up the Catholic priest thing and the Nazi thing at the kitchen table...but idk he's just very artsy and very weird and very Jewish.

After I left his place in Brooklyn around noon, I got home about 2 hours later, and he texted me to make sure I got home safe and to say he had a good time pre-vomit and he would like to hang out again.

I mean there are not many guys out there who would be so nice if I vomited all over their bed and made a mess of their house. I think there is a sweetness underlying beneath all the weirdness and creepiness.

Somehow he made me feel so cherished and valuable and actually worth something.

Plus it's not like I have a whole waiting list of suitors for me, I've been going on dates with different guys recently, but they never go anywhere, nobody ever wants a second date, and they're all mentally unstable. We end up talking about what anti-depressant medication we are on, and sometimes bond over being on the same one. I'm coming to the conclusion that gay men are mentally ill, there is simply something broken in our brains that makes us all crazy in some way.

 

Well 17 is technically the legal age of consent in New York State. A 17-year-old is an adult in terms of sexual consent. Article 130, Section 5 of the New York State Penal Code. (Coincidentally I was once raped by a 17-year-old, which is why I have the age of consent statute memorized by heart)

Any younger than 17 would be illegal.

I think that is why he wanted me to say I was 17 even though he said I look like I'm in middle school (which would make me like 12 :eek.

And actually when he finally seemed to accept that I was 23, he discussed the idea of how teenagers quickly age and their beauty fades whereas I appear "age-proof". He said there are 13 and 14-year-olds who are rough-skinned and bearded and look older than I do. He said "you look young enough for me "