Depressed Hetero Male Seeking Advice on Lesbian ex Best Friend.

She don't think I raped her, she could never honestly say that or she would of come out and said it.
My life can't get no worse :eusa_doh: She hasn't respected my right to privacy, she used things I'd confided to her as a friend to turn people against me. I do have empathy so why can't she have any for me? Just a simple sorry would do wonders for me.

She hasn't answered.

 

She didn't answer we had a long text exchange, she still hates me but I got my feelings off my chest and left her open to do the same thing. She don't want to though

 

Didn't go well, last time we'll ever speak, i feel a lot calmer though, thanks for everyones input.

 

Once again just wanted to thank everyone for their support. Some people weren't as supportive which I find kind of ironic considering the name of the website. I feel a huge weight has been lifted.

 

I hardly berated anybody, and considering this is a message board for opinions I have as much right to comment as the next person. I appreciate your comments about seeking help as that is probably the best course of action.

Yes there is a lot more I stated in my very first post, I just didn't want to bore people, so posted just the essential details.

 

I don't knownot saying you're wrong. We just seemed to always have so much fun together, I didn't want to accept things had changed. I feel a lot stronger today though so hopefully this continues.

 

Thanks, that is the plan. I'm not looking for a woman right now though.

 

True, thanks a lot for your advice and support.

 

Wow I just had the police at my door and got served with a harassment order. If I contact her again I'm getting locked up.

 

:icon_redf You were right.

I won't contact her again anyway. I still feel really hurt and wish she would speak to me. I can't believe he hates me so much, I found an old phone yesterday and she had text me around this time last year when we were both going through hard times. She said "Don't worry we'll both get back on track soon and by this time next year we'll both look back and talk about how far we've come" :tears:

So long friend, I'll never forget the happy times we shared no matter how hard I try. :smilewave

 

I will do it just hurts so bad, I've had friends but never opened up with anyone else like this. I felt like me and this girl had knew each other our whole lives and we shared everything. I guess part of me is scared I'll never have that kinda relationship with anyone again. Her totally erasing me from her life is the scariest part.