What Are You Thinking?

So my mom still doesn't seem to get that being bisexual wasn't a phase. Hence awkward conversation when she grilled me on why I found Brad Pitt to be attractive.

 

I need time alone. Like..maybe 10 years?
I decided what im doing with my life. Going to where penguins are become a crazy penguin man. Foreeevver Alloonne.

 

Oh woow. some photographer just asked me if i wanted to model for him XD i told him i didn't think i was pretty enough but it was NICE. yaaay ego boosts!

 

I know you're set on being forever alone but mind if I join you? I rather like penguins myself.

 

Crazy Penguin Man (capitalized because it should be a title) = best job ever

 

Pro tip: If you want discounts, don't insult the employees of a business. That's just a good way to get kicked out...

I love my manager. He just kicks the crazy disrespectful people out.

 

i hate myself

 

Sure!!! We can be alone together !

I shall live with 40 penguins. Boys will be called Jim and females shall be called Lashawnda.

 

I overthink too much :/ why...why? I love him. It's after midnight. Why do I over-analyze everything after midnight?

 

All this talk of living alone with penguins as the Crazy Penguin Man is reminding me of The Penguin (played superbly by Danny DeVito, if I may say) in Batman Returns who was raised by penguins and lives in an underground lair with hundreds of penguins.

 

Lashawnda, stop attacking Lashawnda for looking at Lashawnda sitting next to Jim...penguin politics...

 

That "What Are You Listening Too?", or whatever its called, thread is never around when I actually want to post something. This song just won't get out of my head...

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Anyway, I really need to get some work done tomorrow.

 

My eyes sting for some reason. A burning, good sting. I'm weird.

 

I think I should go to bed now. Good night everybody!

 

I have been abandoned by you.

 

Apparently, going outside and dealing with the horse everyday means that I'm super hungry almost constantly, now. On the bright side, I'm gaining weight.

 

Fuck you. Fuck you and your black and white thinking. Fuck you thinking you're better than me. Fuck you with your pretentious "alternative evolution". Fuck you fuck you fuck you. I'm so glad we're not friends anymore and the moment I leave this shitty school and get the fuck away from you the better.

---------- Post added 2nd Jul 2013 at 06:58 AM ----------

I want to be someone else

 

I cut my knee cap and ankle when shaving tonight, damn they hurt! You wouldn't think it would hurt all to much but it does! .-. On a side note I should get some sleep.

 

I'm worrying about a German GCSE I've got today.

 

I'm going to isolate myself again at school. Everything turns to shit when I get close to people. This way is better.