What Are You Thinking?

And the Kings win again.

 

My new shoes are missing

 

Fuck is poetry for the unspeakable soul.

That must make me some kind of a fucking Edgar Allen Poe

 

One. More. Day.

 

Received my Medical Transcription training course today. This is going to be so much fun!
I am very excited. (!)(!!)(!)

 

A few things rattling around in my noggin today....

I have the next three days off. (happy!)
One of my best friends is moving 700 miles away. (the saddest...)
My other best friend's birthday present arrived today and I have never bought a gift so perfect for the receiver in my life. He's going to be so happy (awesome!)
I'm still waiting for my final grades and by extension, the admission decision for the school I am hoping to attend this fall (anxiety...)

So, things are okay right now.
I'm okay right now.
That's pretty good. It's not a thing I'm entirely used to yet.

 

Ah that sounds awesome! What kind of grad program did you apply to?

 

I'm in love with my bestfriend, I never had feelings towards a guy until I met him. I never stop thinking about him, we've been friends for 5 years and were really close. I don't know if he's gay though, he's really hot so girls flock around him, but he never had a girlfriend. When were alone we wrestle most of the time and kind of flirt with each other, but when we wrestle it isn't violent, he puts me in awkward positions that would have my fanny right on top of him if you know what I mean. I always wanted to come out to him but I'm to afraid to. I don't know what his reaction would be. He even sometimes kisses me on the cheek and says sexual things but I don't know if he's joking or not. He gets with a lot of girls, we both do. Were both 17 and about to go to college. I almost see hi, every day and I talk to him everyday. We go to the gym together and we hang out all the time. None of my friends know I'm gay and I kind of want to have a secret relationship with him until I'm ready to come out, what should I do, how could I get him to tell me if he's really gay or not, do you think he's gay please help me out...

 

Damn freaken nerves!

 

Thanks
LOL grad program. Not yet! I'm transferring from a two year university (where you can only get an associate's degree) to a full fledged four year to get my bachelor's degree in Philosophy. So I've got about a year and half left before I start applying for grad school...in hopes of one day having my Ph.D. in Metaphysics. (I am a huge dork, I know...)

 

Those phases between drifting away from old groups of friends and finding new ones are the worst.

 

My life is just that period in the middle :lol:

 

A 3.99 GPA is basically a 4.0 right?! (!)(!)(!)(!)(!) I'm totally going to get an awesome internship next summer.

Also, I already miss Austin.

 

Grey's Anatomy spoiler

Spoiler

It wasn't Arizona who died. THANK YOU GOD.

 

Oh dear god.

 

I hate my back. It's suddenly got incredibly itchy in that one spot I can't quite reach to scratch effectively, right when I want to sleep. And now I'm thinking about itches, my entire body's itching...

Also, I have to get up in 6 hours, to do a first aid course. Yay (not the 7am sat/sun start, the course) ^.^

 

Sometimes I wish my plan would hurry along and just reach the final phases. Payback is so close, yet so far.

 

Right here at a celebration at a resto, with a band performing. Together with my mother and my cousin. Having something to eat and drink is quite useful when you don't have anyone around your age, eh?

The chicharon's quite tasty. And so was the fries! I wish I could have more...

 

I will miss her a lot when she goes to university.

 

That awkward moment when you're trying to be cute texting the girl you like and you accidently send it to your super religious cousin with the same name