What Are You Thinking?

I'm not sure I like being told "you're such a girl". I can't work out if it was meant in a complimentary or derogatory manner, although I'm edging on derogatory. .

 

Haha, best thing I've ever heard a commentator say was, "and that's the first time he's touched the ball... uh... since the last time" :lol:

I'm thinking rugby training was quality tonight and I can't wait for the first game of 2013 on saturday :icon_bigg

 

Twenty years ago today, my Buffalo Bills completed the biggest comeback in NFL history.

Ah, if only they were even half as good now as they were back in the 90's.

 

Best one I heartd was along the lines of...

"What a great shot. That would have been a goal if it had gone in the net"

:roflmao:

 

We're talking now, going pretty well. Turns out my aunt, the one I always got along with, her grandma, kicked her out when she found out she was gay.

 

I am so very cold!!! Holy crap...it's freezing here, and I've been absolutely frozen to the bone! I've been trying to get warm for the last two hours- rather unsuccessfully, I might add!

 

Maybe I was meant to live in another place.
But maybe I've already lived there.
And maybe I'm just lonely and losing my mind.

 

I have napped for 5 hours..
I REGRET NOTHNG.

 

I'm thinking about my headache

 

I see nothing here to regret! Was it a fantastic nap???? Those are the absolute best! Honestly, though, you must have needed the sleep.

 

Cal, cal, baby.

 

At this rate.. 2013 is going to suck too..

 

I had such a weird time last night at Mr. Officer's place. I got there late, we went out to BDub's, got some wine, went back to his house and drank about it. Like, I'm glad I went and I did have fun and stuff, but at the same time...I don't think I'll be going back, at least that's how I feel right now. For a while, at least. You guys know how I get. A few months ago all I wanted was a boyfriend, and now that it's like, getting there, and it could realistically happen, I don't know how I feel about it. I'm not scared of it, just not interested anymore. But I'm not interested in much of anything these days. I think I've been fucked around by everyone too much and its jaded me. Which is unfortunate.

First I wanted to date him. He pissed me off and I knew it wouldn't work out, so I tried going into as a friends-with-benefits type situation and I'm into that even less. Sex annoys me. It's so much work and I just can't get into it as much as I wish I could. I woke up this morning looking like I got into a fight because he's so much bigger and stronger than me. I'm tiny compared to him. He's too rough. I have bruises again. It's just...not what I was expecting at all.

..and again, Football Dude. I never know where I stand with him. Sometimes he's really awesome and sweet and goes out of his way to be amazing. And then other times...it's like he deliberately tries to get on my bad side and hurt me. And I'm supposed to see him this coming weekend. No clue how that's going to go or if we've totally still, for sure, got plans together.

I don't know what I want or care about these days. >.>

 

Everyone has their year, for me it looks like this year might actually be better for once.

So don't worry, you'll get there. (*hug*)

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I think I'm... going to watch Modern Family.

 

Who am I to tell others how to have sex, but stop the guy if you aren't enjoying it! Its not sex unless you enjoy it!!


In other news, I got instagram and holy shit I'm a bit confused about everything.

 

How could someone's spirit so instantly be crushed? One minute I'm on the moon with the person I cherish and love. The next minute someone says something that breaks you into a million pieces and reigns you down back to earth with the most hurtful things you could think of. Then the one whom loves is trying to call you back to the moon, but you are broken just from a single words. And single words given by someone whom gave you cherishable life.

 

Hottest day in more than two years. >_<

 

Tell me about it. It hit 45C here in Adelaide today (113F for those who insist on measuring temperature in Fahrenheit) and I spent most of my day working in a warehouse with no air conditioning. The fans were just circulating hot air and the water cooler wasn't cooling the water properly, so the only real relief I could get, aside from the air conditioned lunch room at lunchtime and break time, were the Icy Poles they were giving out to employees.

Thankfully there is a slight cool change coming. Hopefully it gets here sooner rather than later.

 

Awesome work out today. Feeling exhausted though..!!

 

I am thinking, "When would I find her?"