What Are You Thinking?

...I just learned more about sperm in that class than I think I ever wanted to know in my lifetime.

 

"I want equality and things to change!"

"Awesome, want to volunteer with blah, blah or blah?"

"Naw, don't have the time..."

Really, don't have the time to make equality happen? Mhmm, interesting. I guess it can wait then.

 

I'm thinking.... about... why does my brother keep watching 2012???? And he always fast-forwards to all the earthquakes and death. Bleh.

 

Yep, I'm pretty sure I did well enough on the final to secure my A.

 

I got my hair cut today and at the salon, by total coincidence, was the head of maintenance and housekeeping at the courthouse where I work, and we spent a good 30 minutes trashing my boss. We're kindred spirits. Sure, I'm a thin, pasty white skinny gay boy, and she's a divorced 50-something with three kids, but we're kindred spirits, her and I. We really bonded over our mutual hatred today. Honestly, I feel so relieved to know that I'm not the only one that my boss guns for. I already knew that, but it felt so good to talk to someone who knew exactly what I was talking about all too well, who was on the outside looking in. Plus, nepotism is alive and well, the housekeeping woman loves my mom and now she loves me. It's all about who you know. Sad but true.

And I totally made up my mind today that the next time my boss gives me directions on something new, I'm going to ask her to put it in writing for me. I'm so sick of playing this he said, she said game with her because she always tries to play the victim. She tried it today, and I'm just done. I actually looked at the classifieds last night before bed to see if I could get in anywhere. It got to this point so fast--in just 8 weeks.

 

I don't want this summer to end.

 

Power was out from 4am to 7:30pm. Guhhhhhh so annoying.

 

I'm having this meet up with my old friends at 3 p.m. but I haven't slept all night (I woke up at 5 p.m. yesterday, yes, my biological clock is messed up). It's 7 a.m. and I'm not sleepy yet. I'm afraid that If I go to sleep, I will oversleep, but If I don't, I will be too sleepy. What a dilemma. xD

 

Macaroni and goat cheese. So damn amazingly tasty. sdhgalsdughasdkghsdf. My taste buds are going to die of happiness.

 

Well that was strange. Apparently I had sex with my old best friend's ex-boyfriend? That was quite weird. I have only met him in person once. He knows I am gay and I've turned him down numerous times but he said we had sex... which makes me a little annoyed. I wasn't aware of this "sex."

 

He's cute and we had a great first date (I think). But he's out of town for the next month. I hope when he comes back I can see him more.

 

If you don't want to spend time with me, great. I don't care. But don't be all squirrelly and pretend like it's something that it's not. Tell me straight up.

 

Someone did the same thing to me last semester. :tantrum: And because I was crushing on that person, I still haven't fully recovered from it. :icon_sad:

 

Going out of town for 3 days...I don't want to. Won't be on EC that much until Monday. Deuces.

 

i hope my medication calms its ass down with its side effects ._.

 

I don't want to go out of town with my family... :tears:

 

Done washing clothes
Done doing grocery
Will go to the city to buy clothes tomorrow

Is that really how a college student spend his life? Or am I just too...weird?

 

Dang it, completely slept through/forgot about the Djokovic v. Federer match...

 

I've never had an actual crush... It's a bizarre thing to think about. :/