My boyfriend found my lesbian porn secret folder...

Damn, I'm so sorry that it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to. The whole ordeal is still fresh to everyone involved, it will take some time to heal. You told the truth so don't beat yourself over it, I'm sure he'll come around eventually. That is, if you still want him as a friend after the things he said.

He was drinking and hurting, I wouldn't take everything he said personally. Just give it time, everything will fall into place. In the meantime, you've got everyone here on EC for support. (*hug*)

 

Thanks, but I'm still going to feel like a total loner tomorrow, everyone has plans for tomorrow since it's a public holiday and I was suppose to spend it with him but I guess that's not going to happen so I'll probably have to stay home and just be on EC.

 

I still feel completely weak for tearing up when he just left me their with everyone looking plus making myself vulnerable by asking to stay and then being rejected by him walking away that kinda hurt too. I understand it needed to happen but I still feel totally alone. I should probably change my EC picture now that I'm not with him.

 

Yeah you're right, so I broke up with him last night cause it wouldn't have been fair for me to stay with him with all my unresolved feelings and yeah I'm pretty heinous with my priorities.

Thanks that's so sweet, I don't think I could of gone through this without everyone's support. (&&&)

 

Are you feeling a bit better now? You went through a lot in a short amount of time!

 

I feel a bit better from last night, but the feeling of loneliness is really overwhelming me especially now that I don't have really close friends anymore since we drifted away after graduation. He was like the only one I had who I could talk to, he was like my best friend.

 

I'm sorry to hear that. Well, you're getting a new start. Your life will just get better and better from now on, you'll see!

And about your ex I'm sure he'll come around, he'll most likely still want to be your friend once he has had time to process everything.

 

Thanks that's so sweet.

I hope so but I doubt it like he was so into me, like he would always talk about the future with us and he would tell me everything and I like completely betrayed his feelings by revealing that I'm not even a good person, he even said himself I haven't changed or matured. It's fine he'll move on and he's going to find someone who's better and I'm probably going to end up one of those old spinsters.

 

If that's the case, you don't need him but only time will tell. What you did was brave, you were honest to yourself and him. It took guts! You might feel lonely now but you'll make new friends. You're an intelligent person, you won't have any problems at all starting over. i'm positive good things will come your way, you just need to give yourself a chance!

 

Thanks you guys for supporting me, it has helped me a lot. It's time to get my gay on but that scares me even more since I've never tried it out, how do I get started?. I'll probably take some time to you know be sad but I wanna prepare myself for when I do try to get myself out of this funk.

 

Omg I'm so pathetic, I keep having weak points being a creeper trying to find out how he's doing by like looking at his facebook. I've pressed refreshed so many times I need to stop.

 

I think we've all been there, it's normal. You are not pathetic