How are you feeling today?

I'm okay.

 

Like crap. I miss my family, I miss my friends, and I have no idea where to go to connect with other people who are or have been where I am.

 

starting to feel the cold as winture moves in in australia!!
I hate winter ,feel like never going out and hybernating ..
feeling like shit today, just nothing in the fuel tank if you know what I mean:icon_sad:

 

I feel like shit today. So much little things that just pile up. It would be satisfying and distracting to just cut my arms up but its summer so i can't. Legs are all scarred up and I think I've built up a tolerance to it there anyways.

Idk if going to work will help even if i'm in work approved shorts today instead of pants. At least the supervisors at work are friendly and supportive. Guess i should make some goals for today and at least try to help myself a bit...how about this:

(1) Drink 2 bottles of water today.
(2) Actually make my bed today.
(3) Be in bed by 10 w/ a movie and a sleeping pill. I need a good night's sleep for once.

 

Hmm if I could sum up how I feel generally, it would be restricted! There's a part of me that is wanting to be slightly rebellious then there's the other part that is trying to be rational!

Here's what I'd like to do:

1). Go to Pride
2). Join some LGBT groups (I've been looking at these sports groups and general groups for a while now)
3). Be as open as I want to be

But I just don't feel like enough people around me know for me to actually do most of these things. Or else I would do them now. So the only thing I've settled on is buying one of those rainbow bands and wearing it when I go out :lol:

 

like I don't give a fuck about anything.

 

Tired. I had trouble sleeping last night.

 

A little annoyed, but I could be doing worse.

 

I'm tired but I guess feeling a bit better than usual (for now)