How are you feeling today?

Decent ~~

 

I feel pretty good actually. Still worried about coming out but besides that, great!

 

I'm actually feeling great today. Been feeling great for a few days, i'm just glad considering i woke up with a terrible headache and allergies that i still feel happy. Downloaded Disney music and now i'm gonna get a lot of overdue spring cleaning done.

I am disappointed that the portable dvd player i was so excited about turned out to be a dud when i started it up. It makes a lot of noise turning the cd round and round and there's constant loud static when it plays audio. I'm not even gonna return it its so bad, i'm just gonna trash it. Not worth returning it when for all i know it'll go right back on the shelf to some other gullible shopper. I mean it was an off-brand so i shoulda expected as much. Which sucks cause i already bought dvds for it. Oh well, i'll just go back tomorrow and buy the name brand one with the smaller screen. And more dvds. I want to own all my favorite movies of my childhood. I'm hoping that between sleeping pills and a movie in bed i'll actually be able to go to sleep at a decent time.

 

I've been waking up earlier than I'd like to and the trend continued today, so I'm disappointed in that. I also woke up with a stomachache, so those things combined did not bode well for a pleasant day, but once I get into the rhythm of things, it improves. Otherwise, I have a lot of reading to catch up on today

 

I had to wake up at 7 today because my humanities teacher decided an 8 AM final was a good idea (classes at my university wouldn't even start until 8:30 normally) but besides that, pretty good. finals have been surprisingly not that bad which is always a plus.

 

Not great actually. School work's catching up on me. And there's the thoughts of coming out and living as trans scraping away at the back of my mind. Otherwise fine.
Only kidding. I feel terrible.:bang:

 

Not that great. I feel invisible to everyone. No one really understands me nor do they care to.

 

Tired.

 

I have so much stuff to do but so little time. Instead of doing things i'm supposed to do to graduate i'm getting drunk and just listening to music and watching porn. How the hell i'm i going to get my life together??? Lazy ass motherfucker!!

 

story of my life.

I'm very tired today, all I want is to go to sleep.

 

I miss my boy today. Keeping busy, but breakups are hard.

 

I'm okay just neutral. I just want summer to come so I can finally sleep more lmao.

 

Quitting one of my jobs and finishing up the semester. I already left my last job and my last day for college is on Thursday. Although I might be taking summer classes so I guess I can't wait for the end of June now.

 

I've been sick the past 3 days both mentally and physically. :/ My anxiety often causes stomach pain and headaches. But today I feel a lot better than the past few days.:eusa_danc

 

Today is a fragile day. My spirit is stable but it's still a study in focusing on the good and breathing out the bad. Today is a MUCH better day then yesterday.

 

I am well-rested and in a fairly good mood. There is some trepidation on how I'm gonna break the news of me starting therapy to my wife, but the excitement of possibly gaining clarity on who I am mostly overrides that. Not happy with the weather though. It's gotten too hot too quickly. Predicting a high of around 97 tomorrow. Yuck.

 

I don't even know how I feel. emotions are strange ._.

*hugs*

 

I'm tired, got a nasal infection

 

Full. Very full.






Not like that you weirdos, full on teppanyaki and sake!