I had therapy tonight. This lady is eons better than my last therapist. However, she struck a major nerve tonight...*sigh*
You don't know how much I wish I could talk to you...:(
No one will talk to me...there must be something really awful about me to cause people to just walk away from me. I am SO SICK of crying, and...
I'll be honest...maybe. I mean, I don't hate it as much as I once did, but it has caused SUCH turmoil...maybe. Then again, it is who I am...so...
:) My therapist said the same thing. I guess I am kind of proud. She told me to take Myers tonight and for the next few nights. I HATE feeling...
I'm just a total scatterbrain. I don't know what happened here, but things are not good. I have therapy in an hour. I just want to go cry in her...
Oh. I didn't realize that. Maybe I will do that. I do have therapy this afternoon, so maybe that will help out some pieces together. I feel so...
I can't PM right now...so I don't know if I can do that. :( Thanks. I hope so. I haven't cried in a few hours, so that seems like progress....
I know you're not ignoring me. :) It wasn't you I was talking about...or anyone on here. I want to write it all out, but not so publicly. :(...
I just feel like everything has fallen apart in the last week or so...and it's completely overwhelming me. And, it seems that I either can't talk...
I'm trying. I miss talking to my friends. :(
I'm considering it...
I REALLY need to talk to someone...and there's no one. I am absolutely falling apart. My mother called and told me to "do whatever you have to...
I wish it was a good session. I really needed it to be. I sat the whole time crying and not able to answer her questions. *sigh* She did...
My parents were awesome when I came out to them, but I was made to promise I would never tell my grandparents. Which makes it HARD at family...
Had a horrible night last night...and this morning isn't any better. I was looking forward to therapy to sorting all out...button therapist FORGOT...
Thank you, everyone. This board is amazing. (&&&)
I feel very isolated and alone...and there's nothing I can do about it. I miss the happy, butterflies in my stomach feeling I had a couple...
I guess I would be more femme. I love shoes and purses. And, I generally dress rather girly...although, you seriously couldn't pay me enough to...
I'm not allowed to right now...:( Soon, I hope. I miss talking to you and wilted.
