What Are You Thinking?

It's been a very busy couple of months.

 

I just thought this might be thought provoking of the state of things...

I just put my pictures on a gay dating app and almost cloaked myself. The pictures of me have some shadows highlighting my face in different ways and I had my glasses off. When walking around campus playing 'assassin' with some classmates - I just kept my glasses off. Does the same trick as Clark Kent. Police even take this into account in witness description accounts.

Why? Just the difficulty of being bi. I don't want a girl to possibly see it (far fetched, but --) and think I'm gay. Or a friend who still sees me as straight before I get a chance to come out to him in a proper way about liking both. There are literally three different identities here. The straight me. The gay me. Just me (bi). Can't I just feel free in society to be a fence sitter?

 

Probably been posted on here before. Whatever, I haven't seen it:

 

I'm not sure I understand your problem really, to be honest. Just stop caring about what other people think? If a girl is going to judge you for being bi, then she's not worth it for you anyway. Same thing with a dude. Being bisexual isn't some superpower that you have to keep secret. Just be yourself. If people have a problem with it, fuck em. Why should anyone care about what anyone else thinks about them based on their sexuality?

 

A post 4th of July post..

God Bless the Greatest nation God gave the planet...

But, more importantly, God Bless the greatest gift God gave Mankind, The SouthEastern Conference..and God Bless our countless National Championships.

Suck it losers and haters...and yes this means you Pac !2...you West Coast hippies..go smoke dope in Portland...that is what you are best at.

 

Another earthquake... Fun times.

 

Do I really mean nothing to you? You can't tell me that ment NOTHING...

 

What movies to watch? What movies to watch? What movies to watch?

 

I guess I sort of came out to my best friend today, the first person I've told. It was sort of awkward but he didn't make a big deal of it other than saying that it was "surprising". Then we watched some Futurama.

 

Here's a pre-emptive apology for uploading a ton of pictures to my photography album xD

 

Not long until my first music course of the summer! Woop!

 

I shouldn't have drunk so much last night. Sadly I always only realize that the morning after.
Now on the train back to Amsterdam feeling pretty hungover..

This made me laugh so hard lol, it just seems like such a typical reaction from your friend (from what you've told about them).

 

Beta graphics drivers making Windows explorer crash when displaying file icons >.> or atleast that better be the problem.

 

Yesterday was World Kissing Day.

 

So I was just at a yard sale, and the man running it was selling his CD collection. The guy had 5, 3 inch binders full of CD's...I got 3 Aerosmith albums, and Bon Jovi's Cross Road album...That man must be nuts, I mean come on dude! I am just glad I am the one who got all his Aerosmith and his only Bon Jovi... Win for me, dumb move for him.

 

need to pack going on vacations/holiday for two weeks

 

Yet another cookout to go to. I just want to stay at home and game today... It's been a while since I've been able to do that, and I hate the heat.

 

It is 100 degrees outside here in Ohio... and it is only 12:46 pm. I think I'm gonna stay inside today..

 

Serena Williams is one fierce tennis player!!!

 

Slovenian deaf basketball players won the European Championship today!