This I can identify with greatly. However, I have to admit there has been an undercurrent of some level of understanding that I had of my not...
I appreciate your input @Searching2022 I have been in therapy and on medication for these issues but alas to little to no change. I don’t mean...
I have seen that, thanks. I was actually referencing that in my last post. I’m just in a weird place where it seems so obvious at times but then...
Yeah this has been both an enlightening and difficult process for me, overall it’s been a struggle. Through therapy and self reflection certain...
I have to agree with the clutter and chaos comment. No doubt that on some level the anxiety, scrambled thoughts, and maybe some level of...
Well it seems as though you’re going into this with an open mind and heart. You’re also taking your time and not jumping to conclusions. I applaud...
When you think of it, it’s both crazy and incredible how our brain works and the mental gymnastics we’ll play on this journey. I’m speaking more...
@Feuer445 The advice from @PatrickUK is worth taking some time to consider. However, you said you’ve been previously diagnosed with OCD so only...
I know you said you no longer feel ashamed, but have these experiences been enjoyable to you?
I am in therapy. I am here because this is where I came when this all started to happen. Although I know that no one here can give me an answer, I...
I totally understand where you’re coming from, and in all honesty, there is a part of me that wants you to be absolutely right. The thing is, I...
“Although there is more arousal associated with trans, women and femininity, I think at the end of the day this is just fantasy, perhaps, simply...
@PatrickUK thanks for your response. You’ve made many great points, which I know I need to take into consideration. not sure if you are familiar...
Thank you for your response, I really appreciate it. I want in the worst way to do just that but for some reason I’m not able to. I’m not running...
I think you make some pretty great points. I don’t consciously think of it as trying to find a label, but I suppose on some level that’s what I’m...
It’s been a little over a year since I first found EC. In someways a lot has changed since then, in others not so much. Emotionally, this has been...
Thanks for your response, I think you’re right. I can’t help but admit that I definitely have a preferred idea of what I want to be but obviously...
Thanks for your response. I have no doubt that you’re right on some level. However, sometimes it feels as though this is what I want to be true...
Yes, I definitely know I have a lot of work to do. It’s frustrating because I know I can’t necessarily rush through it but I also want to come to...
