Wondering if it worths to do coming out with a few of friends now or if it worth to wait.

ANOTHER IMPORTANT UPGRADE:
Ok, I was pretty busy lately with school.
We went to the trip but after the week something started to change in my brain in the worst.
When I saw him I don't know even why but I started to feel like he 'cheat' me in some way and I know is wrong I tried to keep away those things but it didn't work.
So at some point he wanted to talk, I didn't since I felt in that way, so he started with the classic "I think I COULD love you but... but..." so I got angry and a lot. I know it wasn't his fault.
Now I'm feeling pretty sorry but also angry, I want him or for me or just give up but I'm not even ready for give up!
But I want him to choose.
Am I wrong? Am I a bad person?
He told me "I could love you" so there's a chance but how he go on like that?