What are you thinking?

I was in the store today and this guy was looking at me weird, he kept on following me around also.... Maybe I was just imagining things though....?

 

Wish I had the confidence to compliment guys in public. I mean a compliment is just a compliment, right?

This man I waited behind in line for 15 min had THE most beautiful hair. Goodbye Mr Curly lol.

 

I'm just so happy that I can shush my mind every time it tells me I'm being "too gay" for trying to rediscover myself more. Now I'm thinking how different would I be now if I can do it earlier in life. Dealing homophobia is hard, but dealing with internal homophobia is waaaay harder. Glad I'm overcoming it!

 

I’m sick of nocturnal giant spiders who appear at night to scare the crap out of me but are nowhere to be seen during the day. If they’re on the floor I toss a mat on them and stomp away. Today’s spider was on the edge of the sink, too big to knock down and go down the drain. I tried whacking it with a Pringles tube but it ran under a plastic container on the counter and I’m not going looking for it. Out of sight, out of mind. Hopefully.

 

I can't believe I'm actually following through with this Longest vacation I've taken in 3 years (which isn't saying much lol).

 

i need to sleep HAHA

 

I just want out of the job search. I really want to find a new job soon.

 

Moral of the story: Don't listen to criticisms (and take advice with a grain of salt) if the person hasn't been in a similar situation. Cause what's the criticism even from if there's nothing solid to base it off of?

Thanks for the invalidation folks, #StayPetty.

 

I did, it was really cool! Was basically dusk out for a few minutes, and as the sun came back out you could see lines on the ground flashing across (almost like an old tv would do).

 

My mother insisted on coming to the eye doctor with me and I didn’t care, I’m guessing she didn’t go the previous two years because of Covid. He told her more about my eyes than he ever told me. I’m going to make an appointment with an optician though I think I need new glasses and I want a pair of prescription sunglasses before summer. I might as well take care of the one good eye I apparently have left.

 

It was 100% cloudy It was very omnious when it got so dark though ahah

 

I'm mostly thinking of my upcoming disability evaluation. Why don't they give me a status for 5 years instead of calling me every year?