What are you thinking?

She picked out a name already? Cool. How did I miss that?

On a much more serious note, never ever buy tickets for your significant other and you for 5 months in advance. And never let him be the one to keep said tickets. I am really stupid. I trust people too much.

 

I did something very stupid today.

Had to do with a girl...

I feel like banging my head against the wall right now. Fucking hell... Why can't I keep quiet???

 

Grocery shopping is literally hell on earth, especially when it's hot out and speed-walking 500 times around the store while carrying an awfully heavy basket full of heavy food items is like an intense workout. *doesn't step foot outside for another 10 years*

 

I didn't know this but most of the Kardashian Klan seem to use Ks in their name. I read somewhere today that people thought it'd be spelled with a "K" and not a "C."

Must have been a slow news day.

Speaking of news, I clicked on CNN today and saw the Supreme Court justices on the front row and thought, "damn, they already released the same-sex marriage decision?" Turns out they ruled on cyber threats on Facebook.

 

I just spent the last two hours staring at my screen just mindlessly typing. My ability to sleep has fallen asleep, and I have no idea what I'm doing right now.

 

Why do I ALWAYS have to freeze when I see a hot gay guy! Especially when he sits right next to me on the bus and smells and looks like heaven! :bang: :bang: :bang: :tantrum::tantrum::tantrum::tantrum:

 

Someone please smother me in a pile of puppies, kittens, and bunny rabbits wearing little sweaters and funny hats.

 

I want to stage dive again, It was fun!

 

Currently binge eating since after 7 o'clock tonight I can't eat because my wisdom teeth are being removed in the morning and after that I can't have any hard food for a while.

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Just kidding, I am done now. I feel kinda icky.

 

Damn I'm bored.

 

Im thinking that if I don't get my bi-polar meds refilled in the near future, (actually ran out 2 weeks ago and Im lazy) I might not be around much longer.
interesting thing is that, the longer I go without the medications, the less I actually care.

 

Game of Thrones is fucking brilliant!!!

 

Getting a webcam soon, I feel like I'm getting the ball rolling on things.

 

Shipping a lesbian couple has come very naturally for me, and it has helped me perceive things about myself that I had ignored for quite long. I'm still not entirely comfortable with this feeling, though. I guess I'm still facing denial.

Maybe if I started drawing again...

 

Why the hell don't these people realize that sending an eagle into Mordor would've been impossible until after the One Ring was destroyed?

 

So I'm going to have my wisdom teeth removed soon. I sure hope I don't spill anything personal while I'm all loopy on codeine...:dry:

 

My mom is turning on the furnace in June *_*

 

Omnomnom. Beef stroganoff and black tea for dinner.

On the other hand, fuckton of homework, and it's due tomorrow, because I didn't do shit this weekend.

 

Why isn't anyone posting on my thread? I thought it was a very good idea for people who are sad... oh well. v_v

Great. my cousins are here. Can anyone say ''slow internet''?

Haha, they're talking homophobic crap in front of me again. They're saying such stupid things.

Sometimes, it's nice not coming out to people. You get to see their true selves.

My eyes hurt. I need sleep. I can't sleep.

My sister is acting like a real bitch. Bitchier than usual.

Ugh.

 

I miss her. I miss her hair, her face, her laugh, and her smile.
I ask myself, "Damn, how did I get so lucky to have her, but what the hell did I do to lose her?"