What are you thinking?

Awe no that sucks Hun, hope you can get some rest and feel better soon xx

I just tried to write back on your wall, but I can't for some reason, so just wanted to let you know I wasn't ignoring your wall message xx (*hug*)

Edit: It just let me xx

 

My credit union makes my statements so hard to read! Uggggh. The way they have the columns in the balances and transaction make it look like a fourth grader playing around with a spreadsheet. Good night nurse...

 

Why is it men or women who just want a threesome or are in an open relationship and wanna have fun are the ones who messages me.. I make it clear in my online dating profile I don't want anything like that so why can't they read and just not message me at all.

 

The perception is bi/pan=swingers. Sorry, I have enough of a time with one person at this point in my life. Sorry you have to go through this.

 

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That's part of the idea, why people get them. Or so i've heard from a friend.

*thread* - Wishing i could have woken up 30 minutes earlier than when i did. On a side note, i lost weight in the past few days and am not quite sure whether it's a good or bad thing, let's go with "good"!

Wanted to go out for a drive, turns out it rained tonight and roads are way too dangerous to do any fast driving. So now i have the choice of, driving below ~130 or... just screwing the whole idea and taking a stroll in the city.

 

That's so weird... my word processor shows the date and time of changes to my story.

AIADW- 3:43 AM, November 5.
ZS- 3:43 AM November 6.

 

Thanks.. It just annoys me more then anything.. Yeah, that is true is sadly is the perception, I just wish they would actually read my profile cause it very clearly states I am monogamous and looking for a long term committed relationship.. I sent one back saying i wasn't interested and he still sent one back saying good luck in my search but if I change my mind, to message him and whilst I am waiting, I can still have fun.. I have waited all this time and so now I don't really want my first time to be just casual and meaningless.

 

I really need to get a pencil sharpener...

 

I think some people should know that they are capable of doing so much more than they see and/or want to see. Seriously, you did it all yourself! :icon_bigg Embrace that fact, you are stronger than you think!!

 

Skype chat in 30 mins, with someone I don't know. Haven't Skyped in ages, this will be interesting.

 

Okay. Another day of eating and sleeping and watching Disney movies and feeling sorry for myself.

I'm tired of it, but what can I do? Nothing's happening. All I can do is just distract myself...

 

Is it okay to mention empty Closets in a youtube video? Not specify accounts or anything, just the website as a recommendation.

Should have put in ask the staff or someplace, oh well.

 

Just heard 'All About That Bass' for the first time. What a horrible, horrible piece of shit. I could feel my ears bleeding.

 

It's something that you can learn to love about yourself over time.

 

I'm still like…shocked haha I watched ouija and Interstellar yesterday…wow they were amazing!!!

 

I need to eat, but I'm too tired to actually cook something. Ah, the struggle...

 

God, I hate my life right now. I really hate myself too. Being straight would be so much easier and it would be harder at the same time, but I can't help what I feel.
It's like the desire for her is consuming me.

 

I hear you. Here's a hug (*hug*)