What are you thinking?

I AM BACK ! You have to deal with me all over again!!

 

Why did you leave? :0

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as a side note, i'm trying to think of a name again

ghrrr r r r rr

 

Yup, our very own handsome super model is back, he went away to do a photoshoot and a couple of fashion shows.

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Do I need to call you random male names to help until their one you like I will do a google search on boy names right away.

 

I was quickly scrolling through my Facebook timeline this morning and a photo caught my eye -- two young guys in suits holding hands. After enlarging the picture, I could see they were standing in front of their marriage documents. It turns out this was the younger brother of a guy I went to high school with (but I don't think I actually knew). I clicked through the rest of the album and there was one picture of the two boys dancing with each other. They looked so genuinely happy that I started to tear up a little bit and I don't even know them.

Gah, I wish I could get myself to come out.

 

Nah, there's no need. I'll find one. Hopefully.

I honestly like Leo, but... yeah. Complications are everywhere.

I was referring to a game name, though. Oops. :icon_redf

 

Do you want me to call you Leo now?

 

Worried about someone right now

 

Have to do a report back to all the local politicians this weekend...not sure if I'm nervous or not.

 

Problem is, I can't just choose a name and stick with it. I need to run it by the family. They're the ones who will be calling me the most, and I get embarrassed as hell when I bring up that sort of topic. I also get brushed off all the time by my parents, who just tell me to focus on school.

- disgruntled noises -

I won't have a chance to transition, anyway, until after senior year. So I'll wait until then and confront them sometime during Janurary... or after my 18th birthday. Somewhere. Sometime.

...

well, this just made me wistful

 

That sucks.

Are you out to your parents? If they try to brush it off perhaps tell them that it's important for you not to be misgendered? I'm not sure what you're going through but could that help perhaps?

 

I could potentially be doing only 20 hours of class a week from September onwards

But those 20 hours are only taken from three subjects: Physics, chemistry and maths :'(

 

But those are all fun! Unless you have a crappy teacher, like I did for physics and chemistry last year. I learnt nothing from him. I read the textbook twice through due to having enough spare time in his lessons. My science education I had last year was only due to having spare time during the crappy lessons of my teacher to read a science textbook.

Sorry. I'm ranting again.

 

Why do a mod have to start the new Thinking thread why can't I be the threadstarter. I am awesome and I deserve it, hugs (*hug*).

 

I triple bagsy shotgun the 9999th post.

 

So you want me to shoot you okay. You will be shot three times I will put your body in a bag, and throw it in a lake somewhere. That what triple bagsy shotgun means in my world, welcome, now where that gun.

 

Seems like you're done with giving hugs?

 

Haha don't worry, ranting is good

The teaching is pretty good and the physics teacher is insanely hot but my brain simply isn't built to do analytical subjects yet the two ones I love the most (Biology and geology) require those nasty subjects

 

Ranting is how I vent my anger. Unfortunately, most people don't like reading rants.

 

Far from it here a hug (*hug*), hugs can be use for both nonviolent and violent purposes you know.

 

I'm such a complete and utter failure at everything...