What are you thinking?

That was a bit of an awkward conversation with my aunt yesterday.

AUNT: "Well you just have to work through these issues...(she drones on and on)
IN BACKGROUND: "Oh, oh, oh God! Yes! Oh yes! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! AH! OH! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES!"
ME: "Are you watching 'When Harry Met Sally?'"
AUNT: (starts laughing)

 

Well Facebook kind of ruined Valentine's Day for me. Out of nowhere everyone on there hates people who are pro-choice, I disgust them, I'm a murderer... You know the drill. I can't believe I said those same things to people... I guess I deserve to suffer from the other side. Karma and all that.
I live in Kentucky, am I right in what I'm seeing in that it's really bad here for people who need proper medical care? It's so scary. What if I was raped? I have a fear of that happening, and then I'd have to go through all of that. How on earth would I get the money? I live with my conservative parents, I can't even drive. Who would take me? I wouldn't want anyone to know, they'd think of me as a mother (one of my worst fears) who killed her child. I would quite literally rather die than give birth. But everyone I know hates people like me, people who are scared. It's all so sad and terrifying. I don't know what I'd do. Why can't we help those who need abortions instead of hurting them as much as we can? Why? Why? :tears:

Only good thing about turning 18 I guess is that I at least MIGHT could do it without them knowing. But what about those who aren't? What a nightmare, or worse. (*hug*)
This is so important, why are sooooooo many people against this in 2014? It's not right.

 

In a moment of extreme rashness I just outed myself. The response? "That's not right."

 

Oh hunny, that is so right. (*hug*)

For you: (!)

Congrats!!! :eusa_clap

 

The lyrics of 'Count Bodies Like Sheep to the Rhythm of the War Drums'. I listen to music a lot.

 

A surprisingly good first day at work - well, it wasn't as bad as I envisaged. Some tedious tasks, but the store is usually quiet, so a lot of the time, I drank tea and talked to some of my new work colleagues. Not bad at all.

Oh, and it's only a 1 mile walk from my residence - no buses!

I'm going to have to find a way to balance work and studies though - even if it means working until stupid-o-clock.

 

So tired ..... Zzzzzzz

 

So a girl I went to high school with stabbed a kid in the chest. Boy, I need to quit reading my hometown newspaper...

 

I know what you mean, I went to school with the guy that shot that Teaching aide at Perdue. Freaked me out when I finally connected the dots

 

If I didn't have a life before now, I certainly won't have one now.

 

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That's gonna make reunions awkward. "Yeah, hey. I got 25, on good behavior. Stop staring at me like that. Seriously, make some clearance to the potato salad or I'll do it again."

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Wonder if a transperson's IQ score changes after HRT- just based on all the ancedotes I've heard.

 

This made me smile

The Absolute Best Photo Of A Gay Couple Getting Married In Washington State

 

Just got a highscore on asteroids I'm pretty sure I'll never beat it again though

 

I need relationship, like righ now.

 

Sometimes it seems like shoveling the very end of the driveway makes up half the time it takes to get the whole thing cleared. x____x

 

Where can i find some japanese candy near where i live?~

 

I've never been so glad it rained before. I felt like a chicken in a poultry farm against my extended family and their Swedish friends.

I just ordered a new toaster. I saw a toaster review - 2/5... "IT JUST TOASTS TOAST". What the hell do you want it to do... play a tune while it toasts!? Get real! xD

 

I hate holidays, I really do. I see everyone just so happy, and I get so upset. I do not want to sound like an Ebenezer Scrooge, especially over a holiday as trivial as Valentine's day, but I do not care about them. All they remind me of is the fact that I am now counting the number of holidays that I celebrating without my Mom. She never got the chance to meet my first Valentine's or to see my fall in love and get married. So celebrating a holiday about love when one of the people I love the most is gone from me forever, is just cruel. I have to celebrate every holiday there is, for the rest of my life without my Mom and it f:***:cking sucks.

I am sorry for being a Debbie Downer, but I currently hate all holidays, because they remind me of the fact that everyone I love keep f:***:cking dying. Five people in the last year and a half. :tantrum::bang:

 

We had seven snow days at my university... wow, this semester breaks the record for the most snow days ever in my academic career.