What are you thinking?

Those are nice words to listen to. I have been religious for majority of my life. I was raised in a Christian household, and minus the few months when I was 17 that I did not believe, I have always been religious. So the fact that I have been struggling has been very difficult for me. I hoping that I can keep my faith but at this time I do not know

 

I'm tellin you, i'm gettin real sick of this "lookin/actin' gay/obviously gay" type of shit. Why are people so stupid? They believe such dumb shit like this, which makes absolutely no sense. There's no way to look or act like a sexuality you dumbasses.

So it's like one of these dumb bitches would come up to me right? and they'd think i like guys.....cuz of my personality. Not cuz i actually express/show an attaction to guys....yep. that totally makes sense. grade a logic right there.

But it's fine. People in the queer community or not who believe this shit. just keep on keepin' on. just know that you're a fucking dumbass utterly and truly.

 

Ninjutsu is one of my favourite things in the world.

I've made friends doing it, I've made actual female friends who treat me as female. I've made male friends who treat me as female. I'm treated as a female participant and will be treated as such.

It's wonderful to be accepted somewhere :3

 

...Still can't do it. Class is over. Gym clothes are in bag. I've got all day.

Can't get over paranoia about working out.

 

"You're a Tesco mail order bride"... Feeling reaaaaaaal good about myself now :l

I also really want to punch something.

However, the broken finger (volleyball!) on my left hand and the fact I'm very right handed means I'll probably be sensible and won't, but that doesn't mean I don't want to.

 

Woooooo!! They called back!

 

I feel like I'm being stalked every day and I don't know how to handle it.

Also I have my first AP exam in six days. Eeeeeeekkkkk.

 

MORE WEAPONS!

It's suprising how many times that sentiment has improved my life.

This time next week the number of weapons in my room will have increased to... 18! Sweet.

 

Holy shit, it feels like it's a hundred fucking degrees outside! :dead:

(Farenheit, not Celcius)

 

Yeah, or else water would literally boil :lol:.

100 degrees is not that bad .

 

I can die in 20 Celcius... like it was today. : 3

 

Canada. What can I say?

 

Ugh my tooth hurts so bad. I hope this pain is temporary.:dead:

 

Hey it's a small world after all!

 

I'm finding EC increasingly boring again. I'll probably take another leave of absence.

 

You too? :lol:

 

Do I want to go to sleep or watch the end of the Bruins/Habs game?

 

Sleep while watching said game?

At least for me, sports and politics are two things that would put me to sleep, so it might not be a full proof plan. :dry: