What are you thinking?

I'm still thinking about seeing the coming out video an old classmate made not too long ago. It's weird how four years or so, I had a dream where he and two of my classmates from my chem class killed me after they found out I was trans. Now I find out he's gay and it makes me feel...better. Is that weird?

 

Been icing my wrist and it's starting to feel better. My ring finger is numb though. I must've pinched a nerve... somehow... without doing anything. It's my left wrist too, the left side of my body hates me. All my problems are on that side

 

Getting really freaked out again. There's a stabbing pain near my left ribs. Getting really really anxious. Breathing not difficult but feels painful in that area when I do. Wasn't for a while but laid down.

 

Nik's recoloring his hair and his hair so fucking white from the bleach. The color is going to be so vibrant when he puts it in tomorrow. Holy balls.

 

I just snapchatted my contacts a photo of me with a drawn on Spiderman mask. Work is that boring for me today. That, and I'm clearly awesome! :lol:

 

I'm thinking I'm trying to watch GoT, but it's so fucking slow to load.

 

Mine, in ten minutes, has loaded about the first twenty seconds.

 

Okay, I admit, you're winning. Or losing. Whichever you call it.

 

I wanna sleep. Even when I'm finished, I'll have more to do. Less time bitching. More time working.

 

Did someone leave...?

 

I'm trapped in a vicious cycle of boredom, turning on my gaming pc, regret, and turning it off.

 

I have 20 or so temp computers here, aren't I trusted lol, they're entrusted today. Finished. Yay! I don't care how silly I might seem saying that. They said it was impossible. Ahahahahahahah! Now I can sleep. About bloody time. I can't wait for tomorrow. I'm impressed that I didn't resort to Red Bull, at least this time.

 

Redid my EC blog, I guess.

...Some things have been on my mind these days. Just needed to get it out.

 

Just found out that Qatar has an animal society. Genuinely considering joining to see if I can volunteer to walk dogs etc. Animals like me better than humans :lol:

 

Aha sometimes i like animals better than humans!

 

Both animals and humans don't like me, so I've taken a liking to inanimate objects.

 

Aha at least they don't poop or smell!

 

This has since been confirmed.

 

Well...that was a waste of time...

 

True.