What Are You Thinking?

-_- Not sure if my body is just built weird....or it just doesn't fit right...

 

I know how you are feeling. The best you can do is to be there, give support and try to keep them from harm.

 

I'm 90% sure I'm going to be hungover when I wake up in <6 hours. Boo.

At least I had a good time though!!

 

I'm thinking of dying my hair grey since more grey hairs pop up on my head everyday so eh, why not. Also because I'm a guy and purple hair doesn't go well

 

I've just passed my driving theory! Soooo relieved!

 

Tim tams are yummy
I need to find someone to talk to
I want cuddles

 

Woke up an hour before my alarm crying. Don't know why. Don't remember having a dream. I hate this.

 

(*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*)

 

Thank you (*hug*)


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So, it hit me. You told me that you got fired and now your computer's fried. Karma's a real bitch, isn't it, 'darling'?

 

He smiled at me <3 My heart melted. Also I got a question right during the lecture and he was sitting right behind me so he definitely knew it was me.

Feeling this way is nice, even though I know it isn't going to go anywhere. It at least distracts me from some of the negativity.

 

Why won't it get anywhere?

 

This week is a struggle.

 

He's just out of my league. Like, by a long way. It's pretty obvious that I don't show up as clearly on his radar as he does on mine.

 

I'm very obsessed with gay cinema at the moment, and I think it's becoming a bit of a problem haha... Also I bought new Elton John (vinyl) records today, which I have loved listening to :love:

 

I should go to bed, but I should probably follow my own advice and take that Nodoz that I left in the car.

 

Well, why not ask him or something?

Idk, I've never been in this situation before.

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If you're going to dye your hair, why dye it a colour that it's going to be naturally?

 

He's just got out of a relationship so I need to give him some rebound time anyway. But yeah, I will totally get rejected if I even try it. Believe me, he is too good for me.

 

Is it even possible to be crushing on almost a dozen guys simultaneously? Because I am right now. xD And a lot of them don't even live in the same country as me. xD

 

I don't know. I fancied a few some time ago but they were all a bit hopeless so I let it be... I don't know, it's lovely to be able to control it to some extend, especially if you're the type to get your hopes up and then realise that nothing's ever going to work.

Anyway, what I am thinking is pizza because I'm waiting for mine to be delivered. I was supposed to cook today but look who got lazy on his day off.

 

And then people ask me why I don't want to take a risk with the surgeries I need to transition...