What Are You Thinking?

(*hug*)

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I feel as though I've done nothing today... oh wait, I haven't.

 

I know that feel, bro. (*hug*)

 

I'm like so furious right now with DARS. So my tuition is due today and so I called the lady and it got sent to VM and was like "You have reached [name]. I'm not in the office, I will be back August 15th..." So I called again today and I got the same VM. Tuition is due in like 3 and a half hours but the PO has to be sent within 2 and a half hours so I'm like fuckin' panicking. And if we pay out of our pocket, DARS is unable to reimburse individuals like omgwtf

 

Time to get back to normal

 

If one more person tells me that my depression is a choice or that I need to snap out of it, I'm going to go insane. Do you really think I like feeling like this? Do you think I like having days where I can barely get out of bed?

 

I am dreading going in to work today. I hate this job so much.

 

I'm sorry if I worried anyone It was unintentional, I really didn't expect anyone to care. But I'll try my hardest to refrain from posting that sort of thing from now on.

 

All I want to do right now is cry and jump off a bridge, but I have to put on my fake smile for work.

 

(*hug*) I felt exactly like this at work this afternoon. I'm rooting for you..

 

I feel numb. But I suppose that's better than anxiety.

 

I feel your pain my Friend, I have just had the Black Dog for 3 days, but it's starting to lift now (*hug*)

 

Time for another marathon of the anime I got into not too long ago, but once again fell behind. I guess 5 episodes isn't too terrible.

 

I really need something to snack on, but the vending machine is too stubborn to accept my dollar.
Damn you, Vending Machine!

 

I am feeling fat, but too lazy to do anything about it, but that doesn't mean I won't try.

 

UNT, I hate you so much. Received an email saying that tution is due by 5pm today. Just called and the person said that, since I have a hold on my account, tuition is due the 26th. Like what the hell? Why'd you send me that email and made me freak out. I am 10000% done.

 

Don't feel bad about it. After all, you are on a support site. You may not know it, but people DO care about you here, we're always here if you need a shoulder to cry on.

 

So, got nothing from that antiques show....

 

Feeling much better now

 

I feel like I've been run ragged because of my schedule. I received an important email far too late into the week, an email that I should have been given a week ago, and they want me to respond to it ASAP despite that the business week is almost over. It's for an on-campus job I've been coveting. I tried contacting the office for clarification on a few items but they haven't returned my call. They also want my state ID, which I don't have, so I'll have to make an impromptu appointment next week to get one before I move in to campus. Next week is going to be the week from Hell.

 

(*hug*) I'm not sure shoulder to cry on covers what I've needed the last few days but thank you for the sentiment, it means a lot.

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Just sent my friend a distinctly unfriendly facebook message to make a point, regretting it already. Why does there never seem to be a middle ground between being a bastard and letting people walk all over you?

In lighter news, my counsellor is supposed to be ringing me tomorrow (unless she's forgotten about me, which is extremely easy to do). It will feel good to get how I've been feeling recently off my chest to somebody who I know outside of the internet.