What Are You Thinking?

This plexus stuff might actually work and I am loving these jeans right now. I may need to out today....

 

My eyes hurt. I wonder why

 

Maybe my jeans don't look as good as I thought. :eek:

When is the last time you got your eyes checked? Have you been reading or writing a lot lately? Do you give your eyes a break from the computer screen?

 

What else is there to look at?

No, I think I'm just tired really.

 

My messenger bag has been shipped. I guess I had to get at least one piece of good news today.

 

What one did you end up getting?

 

I went for the Midnight one, I thought black was too "safe" and all the others were either definitely not my style or just a little too "out there" for this stage of my life. Plus Midnight won in the poll!

 

I'm wondering whether polymorphonuclear neutrophils actually shuttle shigella toxin from an entero-hemorrhagic E. coli infection through the intestines into the bloodstream.

Apparently no one knows for sure...

 

Today begins my fitness program. I'll take a picture of myself shirtless in a little while, and at the end of February, I'll have my 10th and final picture. Hopefully I'll look much better than I do now. I just wish I had a workout buddy for support. I would as my best friend, but he hates working out or being active and he hasn't been talking to me for the past week...so I guess I'm alone in this. At least I'm used to not having support for anything.

 

Just got up. Had a dream where I woke up as a cisguy (or post-transition. Either way...). Broad shoulders, flat chest, narrow jaw. Looked in the mirror from bed, basked in being the right body. Woke up and...yeah. Here we go. Back to reality.

 

OK, found out there is a LGBT meeting down the road tonight, followed by Karaoke Hmmm shall I stay or should I go now?

 

You may not be the prettiest person out of everyone, but you're not ugly.

 

I am so ridiculously sore right now. Hopefully I can close early tonight, but knowing my luck... >_>

 

I have a love hate relationship with those kinds of dreams. :|

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It's almost 12:30 and I've done nothing all day...perhaps I should go school supply shopping now; but that requires getting out of the house.

 

I feel pressured. New to a LGBT meetup group and they want me to play my sax in the pride parade but I've never even been to a normal meetup. No idea what to expect at this parade and I kind of want to go but I think they're expecting a loud, extroverted, happy lesbian and I'm quite a bit more reserved than most of them. This should be simple to handle for someone my age...

 

Always a nice feeling to see a surprising amount of pro-LGBTQ* support on my Facebook newsfeed.

 

Worst part's the waking up. Takes me too long to realize it.

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Internet seems to have shut down, on cellular at the moment. Had a bunch of critiques to get back to people, hoping to get internet back on track so I can blow through them.

 

My arm... is so itchy... Poison ivy is my weakness. D:

 

I have literally never felt this suicidal in my life. I think I'm headed for my first breakdown. How exciting.

 

(*hug*) This probably won't mean much coming from me but hang in there. You've got support, mate.