What Are You Thinking?

Yeah, people where I live don't have any idea what the transgender colors mean either. I thought about either making one or getting one, but I haven't gotten around to it yet. What kind are you getting? What does it look like?

 

I saw Elysium today and it was just okay.

In other news, I've stolen my borther's laptop cable since my replacement won't be here 'til Wednesday.
Let's see if I can take it and replace it each night after he uses his PC without him noticing.

 

Ya, and green is a really stupid color to go with violet...

 

Someone's making it for me. I'll post a pic when it's done.

 

Awesome. Can't wait to see it.

If I happen to ever make one, I'll try to post pics. Mine probably won't be that cool though. Probably just embroidery floss or hemp, like those friendship bracelets I learned to make in elementary school.

 

I'm pretty sure I've successfully earned the title "The Loneliest Man"

 

I just bought another bi pride bracelet. I love having a small subtle token. Plus the bi pride colors are awesome

 

Good for you! And, oh I know, aren't they the best?

 

So....if you put a camera on a monitor lizard to record its behavior which sends live video feed to a computer, would that mean it's a monitor-monitoring monitor?

 

Holy :***: I almost got outed to my dad. I was surfing EC when he comes bardging in, with my pro stelth skillz I totaly failed to Ctrl + Alt + Arrow key over to another window. Luckly he didnt see anything and I changed the workspace just in time. He just assumed he caught me viewing porn... (Thank god.) Then I made up some BS and he bought it. Then he said, "I hope you wouldn't need porn because you would be getting some." So... :bang: And then he procieded to tell me I could get any girl I ever wanted, and went on and on and on and on... :dry: I was just thinking the whole time that he had no clue I was batting for the other team. :icon_wink

 

I just remembered that tomorrow I might have to present my 10 items that have meaning to me in English class. One of said items is my pride bracelet sooooooo let's see how that goes:icon_wink

 

*yawn* I'm getting sleepy. Today was pretty okay though.

 

I was called brave, strong, and honest today, but that doesn't even compare to being called a man.

 

This past year has taught me a profound amount, moreso than the past years. It's crazy to think that a year ago I was questioning who I was and not even a year later, I've made substantial progress internally. I guess I really learned that others can't accept me if I don't accept myself first.

 

Why doesn't anyone stay? The list of people who've left me is so big. Am I really that awful? So awful that none of the people I considered important in my life stay with me?

 

This kind of feels like a blind date. I'm a little nervous to text this friend of my classmate who's also trans. He transitioned legally and everything, so he could definitely help me a lot, but I know nothing about him. He sounds really cool, and my classmate told me he'll be happy to talk to me. I'm just still kind of nervous. But, no, it's not really a date. I'd be surprised if I ever actually met him in person. Would be cool if I did, but I dunno.

 

There's something ironic about having a scene where two characters need to puzzle out what the other is thinking and being unable to do so in spite of the fact that one of them is capable of literally reading other people's minds. :/

 

Augh. Fuck.

Two years of waiting in the closet. What the fuck did I get myself into?

 

It sucks that the long weekend is over. I'd much rather have a public holiday on a Monday than on Friday but either way, it's awesome.

I'm hoping that my boss doesn't come to work today. No sign of him yet so let's hope he stays home. Would be perfect if he didn't show up for the whole week