What Are You Thinking?

LES MIS SOUNDTRACK OISENTSDLIFHSDFKJDSHFDSFDS!!!
I love you, Samantha Barks as Eponine.

 

I must say, it feels preeeetty damn good to have the house to myself this weekend. I got up when I wanted this morning (granted, it was still early), I took a shower when I wanted, I went to the grocery store when I wanted, I stayed in my room for as long as I wanted without having to hear my name being called.....ahhh, so peaceful, so quiet.

 

I wish there wasn't so many people in my house right now, because I would love to through my music on full blast and dance around the house. (And I want to listen to the stuff that I can never listen too out loud - because my kids are around)

 

One Day More on repeat for eternity.

 

Was hoping to watch a movie before going to bed tonight, but seeing as it doesn't seem our company will be going to bed themselves anytime soon [they're in the living room which is just outside my bedroom,] I don't think this will be happening.

Hate these tiny, post-war houses....

 

That's why I love Netflix. Just sat in my room and watched a movie on my Nook Color. And no one was there to bother me. YAY.

 

We actually do have NetFlix, but not streaming. Oddly enough the movie I wanted to watch tonight was the one I got from them. :lol:

 

Crap, I did not need to get the flu or whatever this is I have. I'm still recovering from that INSANE workout. I'm trading out one set of aches and pains for another, and this transition period means I get the worst of both worlds! And oh yeah, I have an overseas trip in two days. I feel absolutely miserable.

 

Gay guys insta-hate me.
I have seriously made 5 gay guys hate me in the past 3 months,by doing nothing.I am seriously done with guys for the next month.

 

So, I noticed that my peanut butter cookies tasted extremely bland tonight, despite my adding chocolate chips to the batter. I rechecked the ingredients to make sure they weren't expired or anything. Then, I got to the sugar. I used a cup of brown sugar...except it was light brown sugar. Light brown sugar. Light.

What in the ACTUAL HELL is the purpose for LIGHT BROWN SUGAR? WHY did my mother by that mess? It has almost NO taste. I wasted a good egg, a bunch of peanut butter, and a bunch of chocolate chips. :dry: LIGHT brown sugar, you have GOT to be kidding me.

 

that I have to pee but i'm too lazy to get up and now I'm contemplating exactly how uncomfortable it would be to just pee in the chair and if it would really bother me that much.

 

Riviére

 

Despite being a tenor, I'm actually growing fond of my vast vocal range. I can sing along with both boy and girl K-pop groups. :lol:

In other news...I wonder when Musescore is going to update their program...I hope they add more features, namely, making trills and other musical ornaments audible.

 

Tired of being alone. Tired of being miserable. I wish I could hold someones hand. Cuddle. Wake up next to someone I love. I am sick of social anxiety. It's ruined my life.

 

I wish I would have had more control over my vocal range, or a more stable vocal range when I was in HS. I never could quite hit the low parts of baritone that they wanted the guys to sing, but my voice would crack and I'd be singing soprano parts. (For some reason I was always put at the spot in the choir where the Sporanos, Altos and baritones met)

 

It's easier said than done, not to mention I have nobody to even come out to. I've lost the few friends I had and have bad social anxiety which prevents me from making new friends.

 

I am officially 100% caught up on My Little Pony!!

 

I wish the wind would stop...hearing stuff hit my walls outside really makes me feel alone and scared.

 

Can't wait for xmas to be over.