What Are You Thinking?

I got told that I was the best graphics operator that my crew has ever had! It's really funny though.. because I only learned how to run it on Friday..

 

I feel so alone and I'm fed up with it. I think it might help if I come out to my close friends, because then I'll actually feel like they are close friends. Right now it doesn't feel like that because they don't know I'm into guys and it kind of does feel like a big deal.

Apart from that, I've never felt so much in need of a relationship.

 

I think you should go for it. I was in the same situation, I came out, and now I'm happy. Now I just need to find a boyfriend too. :3

 

I just got a closer to a skunk than I ever hope to be.... I thought that it was a cat. It was not. Thankfully it did not spray me..

 

My ex asked me to go see "The Perks of Being A Wallflower" with him.

 

Damn right it was shit! I struggle to see why Chris is still in. Who is voting for him?!

 

I am in the mood to play Slender...

What's wrong with me?

 

♪ Nothing at all, woohoo, woohoo, nothing at all ♫

You'll only have problems when you're in the mood to play Amnesia. Although Slender is a pretty fun game...

*goes to download it*

 

I'm over analyzing the cute girl at the gym

 

I just want her to be around tonight so that we can write. And hopefully she'll be with around when I'm free.

And Thanksgiving is this week. I need plans. :\

 

I'm so tired of being caught in thought, of thinking about what happens after over preparing for what will come. I wish I was extroverted...

 

The weekend is over again. Monday approaches very quickly.

 

I think I'm going to my last counseling session tomorrow afternoon. I'm kinda really excited but sad too. I love my counselor. She's so stylish and cool. I really will miss her. Oh, and, um, football dude and I might be going official soon, I think. We were talking about the parties we went to this weekend and he's like, "You better go all out if I go." And I said, "Of course I'd go all out for you, I think you're my kind of guy..." And he's like, "I know I'm your kinda guy. Because you're mine."

 

time for a new best friend

 

I just swallowed a mucinex without any water. I think that's license to get into the salty spittoon! #badass #hashtagsareforothersites

 

One of the guys that I've been crushing on asked me for my number when I meet him at a school function

The only problem is that I don't know what his intentions are :eek: He asked me for it because he said that he wanted to text me because he was bored. So I'll probably play it cool for a bit and just stay friends, but eventually work up the nerve to ask him out. Gotta say, this has done a lot for my self-confidence

 

Reading the same-sex marriage forum in my ethics class is driving me nuts. Its like logic is an impossibility for some people.

 

My mother dragged me to a dinner party with some people from church... When I was going to get a glass of wine, they kinda gasped because they thought I looked under 21.....yet just a few years ago, when I met some of them for the first time, they mistook me for a 30-year-old. What the actual hell.

Anywho, the only highlight of the evening was that I got to talk to this guy named Josh. He's really funny and made me laugh....either that, or I had a lot of alcohol, and anything was funny. I'm thinking it was the latter since Josh usually annoys me.