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trouble making with the roomy- good times.

 

Love's birthday is on Thursday and I bought the most awesome present for her ever. My friend and I were walking through the mall just being bored between classes last week and I saw these amazing goblets at Spencer's. They're huge, first of all, and they say KING/QUEEN on them in diamonds. I told Love, I said, "These are the goblets we've been dreaming about..."

 

That is so awesome!

 

I got way too many issues for one soul to carry.

 

I've used Internet interaction as a crutch for far too long. It's a poor substitute for actual friends, and I think that's what's had me in this funk for the past 6 weeks. I'm going to try out a media fast for a few days and see how I do. So I guess bye for now...

 

I'm getting AMC back again. YES! Dead Dates are back ON!

And sour cream....where would I be without you? You tasty thing, you.

 

Wow, it's been over a year since I joined EC. Good times

 

So there's a rumor that I slept with this one kid on the same night I met him and it's going around the band...

This person who spread the rumor doesn't know what's coming to him; he's a jealous, petty brat because this new gay boy showed more interest in me than in him. Sooo, I've got someone to talk to tomorrow. Really though, I thought drama was a little toned down in college compared to high school.

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And cue the bitch game...

 

let it burn, let it burn, gotta let it BBBUUUURRRRRNNNNNNNN!!!!!!

 

New Taylor Swift album

 

My head is about to explode after an hour of Chemistry homework and a ridiculous online History test.

Oh, and I've had around four hours of sleep the past two days.

 

There seems to be a lot of necro threads popping up lately.

 

I want to be lazy and don't do hw.

lol, but some threads the OP update themselves?

 

Why I always develop crushes on guys whose names are Daniel, coincidentally my fathers name =/
*facepalm*

 

8am... so... tired... I don't want to go to work today

 

Let me guess, yours is the Queen one?

 

You have seen nothing until you experience legit gay drama :lol:

Enjoy it for the sillines that it can be and may the best win

Jk, I should probably tell you to take the high road and all that jazz...but you know xD

 

Hoping that tonight that will an insomnia free.

 

I came to the realization I actually hate my life..

- I'm depressed the whole Goddamn time, I cry myself to sleep almost every single night.
- I have the most ridiculous mood swings; go from quite okay to crying my eyes out to breaking down the apartment out of pure agression.
- I have the most scary panick attacks I've ever had.
- I have to lie to almost everyone I love about myself, otherwise they'd most likely hate me.
- Even if they didn't, I'd still hate myself.
- There's so much people don't know about me, and will never know, and it's killing me inside.
- I stopped seeing my therapist, because I'm too much of a pussy to ever really talk about anything. Sadly this has only made things worse, but I just can't bring myself to go see him again.
- I've developed coping mechanisms that are starting to seriously interfere with everything and everyone I love, and I can't seem to break through it.

Only positive thing left is my boyfriend, who I keep disappointing by keeping him a secret, and who I am currently -- again -- in a fight with.

:tears: It just seems like everything is going wrong, and there's no way of making it better. I try and try and try, and it just doesn't happen! This suuucks
*screams*

rant over.