When I realized I didn't have feelings for girls. I only liked their personalities not the actual being. I kinda always knew tho
when i was 10 or 11 i had this HUGE crush on conner. u know that old show Angel? Conner was Angels badass son, i thought he was so hot. riding around on top of buses wearing nothing but animal skins. xD
I was laying in bed one night, madly trying to figure out why I like guys and not girls. Then it hit me. "Oh...I'm gay." Then I fell asleep. I feel kind of stupid for not realizing something so obvious sooner. It just never occurred to me at the time that it was possible.
for me it was the moment i realized OMG i just typed two guys having sex into the google image in 6th grade lol
When I had my first and only "girlfriend" in 7th grade she went to hold my hand and I was like "Hmmm this is definately not right" and that was that.
Yeah... The Exact Same Here. But By The End I Got My Straight Guy To 'Love Me As A Friend' Suppose Thats The Most I'll Ever Get Off Him. :dry:
I guess for me it was nagging in the back of my head for a long time, but I didn't know how to deal with it so I ignored it and pushed it away, until I forced myself to, then the first thing I wanted to do was talk to my friend, so I did, again had to force myself cuz I was scared as hell.
there was no real "moment" so to speak. I just always knew. I guess I skipped coming out to myself :lol:
i had a moment last summer where completely out of nowhere,whilst i was playing table tennis in fact, i was suddenly like 'shit i have a boyfriend! WILL...ME...I have boyfriend. wow...awesome.' twas pretty funny really i still get moments where it hits me that i'm gay,just randomly,like ill be walking donw the street in the sun and see a reflection of myself in a shop window and be like 'yeahhh gay' lol
Well it would probably be when I fell head over heels for this guy at my middle school, like it kind of became obsessive. I told my best friend at the time "I think I might be gay" (since I was in love with another boy) and he was like "Nah, (thinking another guy is hot) that happens to everyone". ...right. I think he may be gay too. haha- our friendship kind of "broke up" after an awkward sleepover. Ahh the joys of being a confused young gay teen. From time to time I see a guy in the street or on tv or somewhere and I'm like "Yep I'm gay". There were a few warning signs before too: -In straight porn, I always didn't give a shit about the girl and focused WAY TOO MUCH on the guy. -In sixth grade, thinking about having a friend in the shower with me made things suddenly a LOT more exciting. :icon_bigg -Finally, in 10th grade, this other gay guy who was a senior made me realize that I might not be straight (I quizzed him on whether he was gay, and he replied "i'm different, like you". That one got me thinking.) We had intense eye contact all the time, but nothing happened (...well, not until after he graduated and came back for a visit :icon_wink).
Hahaha, me too. It's kind of interesting that I remember the exact day I thought "holy shit, I like guys." It was November 25, 2008, and I was slacking off, watching videos on youtube. I stumbled on an "advertisement for homosexuality" parody, and there was a video in the "Related" bar that was showed two UFC men playing around in only boxers. I watched it and then was alerted by a stiffness in my pants that it was turning me on. That was the precise moment that I realized I'm not straight, and I engrained the date into my memory. When I was 9 or so, and at summer camp, I remember convincing myself that I was gay, but I shrugged it off after as me being confused. The memory was rather repressed actually - I only remembered it when I started being open with my sexuality. My camp counsellor was smoking, and I started thinking about him alot. It was at dinner, the first night after meeting him, that I thought I was gay. At such a young age, it was terrible: I had never met any gay people, only heard them ridiculed before. To me, gays weren't so much people as alien creatures, because I had never encountered one. My flawed logic told me that I couldn't be gay, despite the fact I had a bit of a lisp and was feminine, because I was a normal human being. Looking back, it's atrocious that I had been conditioned to think like that (I was a damn smart kid too) by society. My the end of the two week stay, I had completely forgotten about my little crush, which is why I don't view this moment as my epiphany. The first moment I thought I might be gay (originally I thought I was bi) was when I started to examine myself. Like Fiorino, I payed too much attention to guys in straight porn. If I couldn't see the guys face, I couldn't get off. I would actually try and force myself to look at girls instead, which is rather pathetic (how did I not even question myself earlier?) The first time I though I exclusively liked guys was last Christmas. I was infatuated with a boy in my class and over the break I realized that all of my fantasies were now only about men. It took me a while to come to the conclusion that I am gay, but I did, and I'm very happy that it happened i the end.
i forgot some very obvious signs there were when i was younger... when i was young and me and my friends played games i always wanted to be the girl eg when we played power rangers i wanted to be the pink ranger I also went through a stage where i would introduce myself to people as Daisy...
