I've always had a very strong sex drive, and felt attracted to both women and men. Sex was never a problem until the other part involved went beyond my comfort zone : There is parts of my body I don't want to get touched, period. They respected that, but I ended up breaking relationships 'cause I knew they would feel unhappy on the long run (and I also would feel not being good enough, and living off their charity for the rest of my days). After realizing what was really going on, I had to make a deep review of where I was, and where I wanted to go. I doubt I'm made to have a LTR with a man, there is a lot of envy and competitive feelings by my side that prevent me from playing fair game with them. It is doomed to disaster, so why should I even try... And besides I know for a fact that being with a man is not what I want. Sex might be ok, I guess I can make exceptions, but I won't stay for breakfast, that would be too much for me... Women are a very different story. Yes, they are the opposite sex, with complications and quirks, but I like them for being different, I just find them attractive. I have changed the way how I see them, don't ask me how it happened, it just happened.