I should have killed myself

What on earth does this contract say? And what happens if you don't follow it? If you get disowned, then it's their problem, not yours. If you find somewhere else to be, who the fuck cares about the contract? It's completely irrelevant by then. You're over the legal age, which means you're legally an adult, now. You're not required by law to be with your parents anymore. Seeing you're from Georgia, these links may be helpful (if your parents see you've been on these sites, it doesn't matter by the time you've clicked on them. You'll have some idea on what to do by then):

Political, Legal and Advocacy Resources | Georgia Equality
The Phillip Rush Center - Atlanta in Atlanta, Georgia :: CenterLink Community Center Directory Listing
Atlanta Gay Issues Support Groups - Gay Issues Group Therapy Atlanta, Georgia (GA) - Gay Issues Counseling Groups Atlanta

 

I read the title and was like 'What the fuck. :O'
You need LOTS of hugs.
(*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*)

 

I can kind of relate to your situation except that I'm still younger than you and everyone around me is thinking I might be lesbian but they don't know yet that I really not straight. Afraid. To Come Out Because I'm Worried of What Will Happen.


I'm also feeling trapped just like you
But I'm so sorry you have to go through that situation. Nobody deserves to feel this way. Not even your dad or your parents. Everyone should know how to understand and accept each other for who they are. And if he is your father he should be the first one to protect you from all the bad things that might happen. I wish your father would try to understand your current situation :icon_sad: Ijust don't understand why parents could go as far as doing that to their kids.


I know and understand why you would feel suicidal with this kind of situation because sometimes, I do feel suicidal too and hopeless.

But I wish I could just teleport to you and hug you and tell you, you are loved and you are someone important. Please let's fight through this trapped feeling together. All we need is to feel loved and accepted and supported for being us.

Keep holding on. Please. and I really wanna (*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*) you right now! :icon_sad: