Have you ever thought that you would be alone for the whole life?

Think it almost all the time

 

I've had those thoughts on and off. For me, it's a combination of body issues (probably bordering on dysmorphia) and having a weird personality that makes it hard to find people I connect with on a deep level. There's some other stuff as well, but those are the main issues.

 

I've have nighttime fits of panic from this thought, that I'll become a male alone, live alone, and die alone. No one will remember who I was. I'll just disappear into nothingness. But I'm sure there is someone out there... Most likely thinking the same thing. -w-

 

Yes I have. several reasons for it...I have a lot of standards such as no doing drugs and I don't want to be with someone who smokes and that's pretty much everyone. Aside from that I don't get along with people my age and I look really young so most older people wouldn't even approach me for a relationship since I don't look over 21

 

I try not to think about it but I do fear that it could happen.

 

I think that every now and then and I'm fine with it at this point (i.e., being without a partner. I could not be without friends or family).

 

Assuming we mean the romantic sense, yes I have, and I still do. I doubt it will ever change at this point because I have failures that I am unable or unwilling to change.

 

No, not really. That's because I have ridiculously low standards.

 

I'm genuinely afraid that I will die alone. Usually I don't mind being single, but recently the loneliness is starting to get to me.

I've always been really shy and anxious in social situations, and that makes it really hard for me to make connections with people. Plus the fact that I don't get crushes on people very often means I have very little experience in relationships.

After years of questioning I'm almost 100% positive that I'm bisexual, but I can't prove it because I've never had a girlfriend before. And I'm worried that I will never find anyone, male or female, who would want to be in a relationship with me. :icon_sad:

 

Yeah, and then think to myself. Someone probably is molesting you with their eyes so you mght get lucky someday and bag a cutie who can deal wth my attitude.

 

No, I don't think so. I'm sure I will find someone sometime.

 

Sometimes your own mood will determine your actual situation, expect better things and fortune will come.
I love this quote <3

 

I'm sure there are many cis gay and bisexual men who will date you and accept you as a man. There are also other trans guys you can have relationships with. Never assume that because you are trans you won't find anyone, honestly, that's so untrue.

 

Yeah I think like that a lot, mainly because I have people in my life that give me reasons to think like that.

 

Every day since I was probably 13; it has become more of a truth for me; I have been deemed "unlovable" by the majority of men anyway, so I might as well run into the ground with it! :lol: