Hi, I came across this forum while searching for answers to a problem I'm having. https://forum.emptyclosets.com/index.php?threads/does-anyone-identify-as-an-afab-transwoman.420822/ This is the thread I found but it didn't really seem to go anywhere productive. I'm hoping to talk through what I'm feeling with someone and get some advice on how to proceed. For all intents and purposes, I am a cis woman. I think I'm experiencing bottom dysphoria and some side effects of that. I am extremely uncomfortable with my err bottom configuration. I don't have any medical problems in that area as far as I know but I have this feeling of wrongness everytime I think about it. Periods are particularly difficult because of this. Whenever I'm referred to as female my heart kinda stops. I feel like I'm going to vomit and like I need to scrub the feeling of that word off of me. Woman, girl, feminine, etc don't have that effect on me and I kinda like them. I am a lesbian and want to be a femme. I have no problems with my chest though I do bind on work days as straight men can be incredible creeps. I kind of like the idea of my breasts only being for women. Lately, I've started giving my pronouns as they/them instead of she/her because that's the only way I can get people to take my discomfort with being called female seriously. I'm not sure that I'm trans or nonbinary but I let people assume that. I really wish it wasn't that way since they pronouns aren't a perfect fit but at least its not painful. I can live with it. I'm seriously considering getting an STP packer to relieve some of what I'm feeling but I have no idea of where to start or if that will even help. If I walk around with a noticeable bugle I might end up with a different problem. Is there anyone else who feels this way? The closest I've come to finding something similar was that thread and some butch lesbians but I've only seen discussion of top dysphoria for them. I don't what to do.