I'm conflicted if i should become friends again.
so back story is, i have been friends with him (he is straight) for 5 years since the start of high school. Started developing feelings for him...
Basically what the title say,
I know I need time away from him, but at the same time i really don't want to lose our friendship. He is really important to me and I'm just...
I guess I need to be honest with myself that there is no possibility, and I should move in sooner than later. I just hope it doesn't hurt for too...
That's what i'm assuming, but ironically enough he very quiet and shy and i know he doesn't express his feelings or opinions very openly. Even...
i just hope that I'm making the right decision on giving up on the small hope I keep holding on to. The hope that he isn't 100% straight, and that...
i just hope that by doing this i don't miss him even more and in turn making it worst.
I thought that I could just be friends with him and i really tried. I do want to just enjoy the feelings i get from but the fact that we can't be...
how do i cope with this pain
i want to believe that i'm wrong and that there is a possibility for me and him. But i also can't keep lying to myself. i hope i'm doing the right...
i feel like this is the right thing to do for me since there no possibility with him. But apart of me keeps telling me what if? what if i asked...
I just want to know if I'm doing the right thing by losing this friendship. I know I was weak and I couldn't ask him about his sexuality so I...
well i mean no. we never really talked about any of that. He kinda briefly told me he wasn't gay and he hasn't dated anyone to my knowledge. But...
i just don't think i can just be his friend without me feeling like i want so much more but it just can't happen. even though i really value this...
so the situation is that i have a straight friend i met in high school that i liked. We known each other for about 5 years now and only within the...
Thanks, if I need anything. I can just post here and I'll find you?
since i'm still at a point where i'm unsure about this. i think maybe i should spend more time hanging out with him and hopefully that will give...
yea that definitely help a lot for me to see things from a bigger point of view. Lately, I have really thought about just telling him that I like...
This is like eating at me slowly, and I think in going insane. :confused: