Happy for you! I bet it was nerve wracking? God I hope I have the courage to do the same one day!
You're right, I'm a spineless piece of shit human being. What I probably will do though, is hide further in the closet and deny what I am because...
Welcome to EC, PNW! I am living proof that its possible to realize you're gay later in life. With me, it was a connection I made with a man and...
I realized this past weekend why I feel like such a coward. I had sex with another man (safely of course but thats beside the point) and felt so...
Hi Wildside, I haven't had sex with my wife for almost two years now but in that time I have had sex with men - all safely of course and all with...
I had casual sex this weekend, actually the first sex I've had in months and I felt so wonderful and alive! Is that a bad thing? I suppose I could...
Wow - congratulations!!! Cant wait to hear how you did it. Inspiration for those of us still closeted.
Thank-you Genesman. Mentally I really feel like I am getting closer to just doing it. I'm sure the relief will be huge. 37 yrs is really long!!
So the recent trend continued last night. Went to a party, she had wine. Came home and the advances started immediately. I had more of an anxiety...
Wow you are so brave my friend! Hang in there and hopefully these dark days will pass quickly. I'm no expert but it sounds like maybe the worst...
Great insight Damien. Can't speak for Bearheart but things are definitely stirring inside for me. I am now wondering if the support I feel here...
Bearheart - I feel the exact same way! I joined earlier but just recently started reading the Forum a LOT and posting. I feel a lot better sharing...
@Wildside: are you my identical brother separated at birth? I also sleep in spare bedroom but due to snoring issues. In my case I think it does...
Hi lostnsearching and welcome! Like you I am married with kids as well but married much longer and have more kids. Like you, I do appreciate a...
This pretty much sums up my look... [IMG]
The games we play - huh guys (and girls!). At least now I don't feel like such a dick for avoiding her advances. Well I still do, but maybe a bit...
Stella - we are on the exact same wavelength and I suspect there are quite a few others in here who are with us. It has literally saved my life...
If you are afraid you are halfway there. Now thats an interesting observation. I suppose I was in denial before so wasn't even close to being...
Bearheart - I couldn't agree more. Its almost like having your own personal counseling crisis line. I don't have sex with my wife anymore. I tried...
Great story! I hope we hear more of them from people in this forum, including my own!
