I've been a 'lurker' on here for a while, only posting very occasionally, and found it strange but almost reassuring that so many of us tell such...
Thinking back, there have been many, many signs & events that should have given the game away a long time before the penny finally dropped. That...
I believe in my heart of hearts that I'm gay but accepting it & coming to terms with it is a whole different story. You're absolutely right that...
Hi Quantumreality........thanks for your message.. I know I definitely have same sex attractions & I can be pretty certain I have some huge...
As I suspected would happen, my attraction to men has returned and in all honesty I'm feeling a lot more settled again. I find it odd that I am...
In all honesty I've always been quite shy & insular so I don't have much of a sexual history. Growing up it was always girls I liked, maybe...
When I denied it, as I have always done, my mind was actually hinting that maybe I shouldn't deny it, which has never happened before. I felt...
Up until around 2 weeks ago, I was becoming more & more convinced that I'm gay, starting to get used to it & starting to wonder how I'm going to...
Yep....I'm this club as well...so many life events in years gone by that at the time I wouldn't have realised their significance. Now that I've...
I've been on several & paid for some.....but all hetero. Trouble is I paid for them & then almost totally ignored them without even considering...
MNG....I'm completely with you on this one! I carry quite a masculine / macho image around with me, particularly at work. Now I read your post I...
What a lovely story.. Gives hope to the rest of us in a similar closeted position who can see very few positives for the future.
If it means anything, I haven't had sex with another guy yet but as each day passes I get more & more certain than I'm gay.
'OnTheHighway'......everything you say resonates so much with me.....I've subconsciously been hiding behind an emotional wall, my self esteem has...
I often wonder if this isn't just a phase or a fantasy. Well, if it's a phase, it's a hell of a long one! And the fantasy bit is tempered by my...
findingjoy......this is exactly the same with me.....your posts & those of many others that I've read over the last few weeks & months have been a...
Thank you. It's good to know that there is a forum here where I can share my thoughts & try to get some of my negativity off my chest. I can't...
o……..I posted on here a while ago about crossdressing & gender issues & starting to query my sexuality…. Fast forward……and not a lot has...
Hi, thanks for the words of support....it's good to know there are folk around that can empathise & understand where I am. In terms of...
Hi there...I posted on the intro page a while back & said I'd post more of my 'story' later on...so here we go...... I've crossed dressed for...
