What Are You Thinking?

The extremely thick fog was pretty cool though. Thanks bro. XD

 

The sheer hypocrisy of some people. It's unreal.

 

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Earthbound music is grand.

Remixes like this are WONDERFUL.

Also, boyfriend keeps bugging me to play Tactics Ogre: Let Us Cling Together on the PSP he 'gave' me. (I don't like to think of it as mine - I feel guilty if I do. .w. ) But between work, Resident Evil 6, Dissidia Duodecim, and a need to put Final Fantasy Tactics: War of the Lions on his PSP, it's hard to find a good time.

Also, still feeling that weird dissonance within myself. Like, a lot of things just... don't seem to matter anymore. At all. I don't care about a lot of things, but I feel calmer and more responsible than usual, yet my self-confidence/self-esteem still seems to be lacking. ._.

NEVER felt like this before, and to be honest, it's kiiiiinda scarin' me, cause I don't know what to do about it. I'm not sure if it's one of those things that will work itself out with time, or there's something just... not right with my life right now.

Also, I love all you peeps. You're all so amazing. ^w^

 

As much as I hate missing work and being home sick… at least I can try to get some stuff done that I've been neglecting.

 

Ugh, I feel like shit.

 

Waiting for my copy of Virtue's Last Reward to ship (With preorder bonus watch!) is agonizing.

 

I do not normally like super girly girl songs, but when I do, they're amazing.

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My mother finally asked whether I was still dating my ex. It's the only interest she has shown in the relationship. So when I said No, she asked whether I was still alone or that I maybe had met a GIRL. Dafuq mom, way to be supportive.

 

My brain. It hurts.

Wait, I still have that?

 

The Fagbug is on my campus today!!

 

Gonna be awesome!!!! I hope you're going to the thing!

 

Across the Universe. Could there be a better movie? I can't think of many.

 

Something tells me I'm into something good...

 

At my little sister's orchestra concert (the place has wifi!). Hope I survive the night......listening to a bunch of children play instruments of the violin family...annoys me. XD Guess I'm too used to professionals.

 

It's so weird knowing that I don't have to hide things anymore that I always tried my best to hide. When someone asks if I'm gay, I'm no longer terrified - I'm encouraged. I don't have to worry about commenting on a picture of a really cute guy on FB anymore, or even liking it. It's nice.

 

How someone you dated for three years could just drop you like a hat when you finally give them what they want??

 

I don't understand it...This semester, when compared to last semester, I am getting $500 more in financial aid. However, they are saying that I am getting significantly less money back this semester than last semester. How can I be getting so much more financial aid and yet be receiving so much less back into my own pocket...?

 

I finally added new images of my newests outfits and for the first time ever makeup to my album....and nobody seems excited =<

 

I wish I didn't smell like chlorine...