What Are You Thinking?

I really hate being this insecure.. Im never going to be in a relationship, how could someone love me if i dont love myself?:icon_sad:

 

This is the best cosplay I've seen hands down. Ever. And I may have been turned on a lot when I saw this on my Facebook news feed.



Bigger picture here.

 

I'm being terrorized by a spider that won't die...guess I have no choice but to squish it. ;_; Stupid bug spray...used the last bit of it, too.

 

Batman in 8 hours... Woo

 

I saw that on Reddit! He does a really good job of looking like the real thing


I just told two more people about my sexuality today. Feels good

 

I had my fourth shift of my new job, and midway through got asked to work 4 hours on top of the four hours I'd already be working. So not thrilled, even if the nice part is that tomorrow I think I'm just going to be on stock most of the time because the store has an audit the next day and needs me to have everything priced and tagged before Thursday. That's pretty much the only thing that will hopefully keep me going.

 

"You're not a prevert honey, you're a pervert."
Roseanne is simply the best sitcom ever

 

I'm tired, very tired, emotionally tired. Not only do I have to deal with my sexuality (which is now much better, and something I look forward to), I also have the troubles of my family finances. I wish I could just disappear.

 

Heh. Waiting for the bus at school, I was with three other people. One knows about both me and my girlfriend, the other two don't. So the conversation somehow turns to gay people- I defend them, the guy who knows about us defends them. The other guy says that he had no problem with gay men as long as they didn't want to be women. Well, my girlfriend is MTF. So both the guy who knows and I leap into defending trans folk, telling the other guy don't judge. He said it was unnatural in his opinion but he just didn't know any but was sure they were perfectly nice. And this guy is a mutual friend of me, the guy who knows and my girlfriend- so the guy who knows and I just look at each other and burst out laughing while our other two friends stare at us bewildered.

Good times, good times.

 

That is fucking terrifying. I dropped my computer off my lap and now it has a tiny dent... so thanks for that.

 

This bed. Is. Comfortable, yo.

 

In my Pathfinder game, we have a house rule that anyone who brings food can roll a 30-sided die for any one roll during the night. I was just informed that if I make out with one of the girls in the group, we each get another d30 roll. I am very tempted. xD

 

My boyfriend (finally) came out to his family. I'm so proud of him!!

 

That's wonderful Many congratulations to your boyfriend mon petit ange en suce glace !!!

 

I immediately regret staying up so late. X____x

Anyhow, see ya Saturday, EC!

 

There is something very wrong about having end-of-semester exams in mid July. It's too hot to study, I don't think I can bring myself to care anymore. (Procrastinating on EC is so much better).

 

Omg I'm browsing through random-dating-site-which-shall-not-be-named (purely out of boredom and not for dating..awful of me, I know) and this random guy I met from a European Band/Choir group thing a few years ago is gay! I had no idea! Now I feel like messaging him but I'm hopelessly shy, lol...

 

I just got a haircut today from a great hair salon! Especially after having long hair for months, I feel so liberated (!)

 

My grandparents did not know that you have to have a password to get onto yahoo mail...

 

Huh, my school has an Equality Policy. It includes a section about sexual orientation, which discusses thoughtless homophobic language, lack of inclusion in the curriculum, and an intention for the school to join some Stonewall initiative.