What Are You Thinking?

Hahahahaha, you lied to me while trying to convince me you're not a liar, and you're expecting me to trust you again? Piss off.

 

Pff... Lately I'm feeling this underlying layer of depression, underneath all my present emotions. I can be happy and giggly, and laugh my ass of at Bob's Burgers, but the moment I stop laughing, I can feel the depression again. Part of me wants to let it out and cry, but I'm not ready yet. But it's welling up inside, and sooner or later, I won't be able to hold it back.
Maybe I'm just tired...

 

Thinks there's a lot more hurt than bandaids in some people.

 

I hope that my being overly cautious and meticulous on this job application will not make me feel like a fool for putting in entirely too much effort. I mean, my friend who works at this company tells me that employees in the position I'm applying to are allowed to wear pajamas to work. Granted, they don't actually have to meet customers or clients, but still...pajamas? If employees can wear pajamas to the office, it's hard to get them to feel serious about their work; for the same reasons, you're even advised to dress professionally for phone interviews in order to get in a "business" frame of mind. No wonder there's a high turnover rate for this particular position.

 

My coworkers are great! I stayed for an hour after I was done working just to talk with them. They're not just my coworkers, they're a group of my friends.

 

Today is a sad day: the curator of @sweden is no long hejsonja.

"I've got severe body issues. I don't think its ugly or anything. But it can't fly, can't shapeshift, can't shoot laser beems into space."

"I don't want any more kids, Im thinking about ripping the uterus out and eat it. But if I had another baby, it would be with Lil Wayne."

"In english you say "balls" about someone who is brave. In sweden we say "labia". Example: "You surely showed some real heroic labia there""

"No actually we are not that equal yet."


Never forget.

 

I honestly find the people on this site pretty awesome!!

 

I wish i could quit living in the past

 

I've been watching Bill Maher on YouTube for the past hour.

I'm not sure I have laughed this much ever.

 

Jet lag is a bitch. It doesn't matter how long I slept, the 8 hour time difference has made damn sure that I feel exhausted anyway. Worst thing, mum's insisting that she wake me up tomorrow to get into the right time zone, but stupid jet lag means I'll have a hard time falling asleep tonight meaning tomorrow I'm going to be operating on zero fuel. Oh joy...

 

I just... :dry::bang:

 

:icon_sad:The hopes that my crush's gay suddenly just disappeared...and I'm just as disappointed... I wish I could ask help from my upperclassmen but...:icon_sad:

 

Yes. Way too much. I get so happy when they add new countries :lol:.

 

I always thought catapult nightmares were fake until I had one tonight. ._.

 

Y'know, I've realized there's no point to be so upset over this. We're young, shit doesn't always go the way you plan it to, it isn't the end of the world. It isn't going to be easy but we'll get past this, I know we will, because we were the ones who were gonna take on the world, and make something of ourselves despite the fact this town has a habit of swallowing the ambitions of people like us. You're tough, and you're always going to have a special place in my heart as the first girl I truly loved, but I need to learn to get over you and what happened and not let what happened leave us with bad memories. I still want to be your friend, so you should answer your phone and let me apologize for being a bitch to you.

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I'm sick of being alive..

 

:***::***::***: I'm getting ill, i feel bad and I know that it's gonna get worse over the next few days. I HAVE AN EXAM ON WEDNESDAY. :***:This could not happen at a worse time. Why is it I can't make it through a single exam season without getting ill or injuring myself?

 

I need to remember to take allergy pills when I'm doing yard work. >_<

 

And I was so looking forward to Pride, too. :icon_sad: Why did my new city have to hold its festival in April?!?!?

 

It would be nice to be able to surf Tumblr at the library without seeing a bunch of naked people on my dashboard...