This has just become the worst Christmas of my life. We just put my puppy of the last 10.5 years to sleep this morning. She was so sick, it really was for the best. Peaches only had a couple of days left at the most, but I really wanted one more Christmas with her. But, at least she isn't suffering anymore and that's the most important thing. I remember when we adopted her when she was still a baby, when I was in the sixth grade. The family that had her before us treated her so bad. They left her chained to a doghouse and her ears were bloody and raw from flies biting at her. We brought her to my house and she was so happy that first day. She was all over the place. Me, my mom, and my dad all went to the vet's office with her. I stayed with her up until the injection and then I had to leave because I couldn't watch it. I've been crying all morning.
(*hug*) It's so hard to lose a pet. They become a member of our families, and losing them leaves a hole in our hearts. I'm so sorry you have to go through this, but it sounds like you and your family gave your dog the best, most loving, present she could have ever gotten- peace and comfort. She knows you all love her, and she was lucky to have you as her family. (*hug*)
Not only is it important that she isn't suffering anymore, but also that you were able to give her a better life and showed her so much love for all those years. I'm extremely sorry.
Sunday cannot arrive soon enough! My best friend/crush is coming over and I have a Christmas gift for him! I can't wait to see the smile on his face when he sees the gift! He's gone on and on about how he wanted it! I know he'a going to love it. ^_^
I can't tell exactly what's causing it, but all week I've felt simultaneously restless and exhausted. It's probably the new meds, though the dreams I've been having lately don't help. :/ One thing is for sure: it's extremely annoying.
*sigh* Good God, I can tell my family is back from vacation. =_= The house is loud, and I already have a legitimate headache. And my idiotic baby sister is pestering me by entering into my room. Oh, well....at least I got two good days by myself. It was good while it lasted.
Ahh wonderful. A winter storm watch has just been issued here in Ohio for Wednesday. I'm glad that I don't have to drive anywhere.
The snow has already started falling here, and it is getting worse with the hours passing. I'm already wondering how am I going to be driving in this weather later on....
Ah being around lots of family over christmas is haaard. I mean I'm happy because I love them all but I can't stop thinking about the fact that I'm gay and none of them know. I left the room and cried about it earlier. I think I should tell them.
