What Are You Thinking?

I didn't get the job I applied for. I'm pretty sure I would have been hired but they didn't get the money needed for the project. So I guess I'm stuck at the pet store for the time being...

 

It's funny how everything on the internet becomes so fascinating when you have to study.

 

And write two 5 page essays :/

 

Why can't I be gorgeous? :dry:

 

You look pretty in the the pic on your profile.


Also, you like the Hunger Games, which automatically makes you amazing.

 

I just got this sick ass song from a porno. It’s so HYPE!

 

Ok that is a little creepy. Apparently a friend of my manager recognized me on $hookUpSite.

I'm out at work and my manager is also gay, but I am still a little uncomfortable with the collision of those worlds.

 

Hey

I just met you

And this is crazy

But here's my number

So call me maybe

 

Why is this website so distracting, I seriously haven't done anything productive today *cough cough* write my speech *cough*
i gotta get a move on but it's proving very difficult to click "log out"...

 

Got to work in the lab at my job yesterday I think this is cementing the fact I want to go into pharmaceutical chemistry. Sorry mom and dad, no med school for me anymore

 

I was thinking exactly the same thing. It's amazing how many times I reload the same handful of tabs in my browser, or click on every new Tweet or Tumblr notification, when I'm trying to avoid studying or even thinking about studying. I can do this for HOURS. I am the master of un-productivity.

My heart's nearly pounding out of my chest. I don't like this feeling at all.

 

Pleeeaassse shuttt up and leaaave me alooooooonee!

If only I could say it to their faces.

 

i hate how lonely I feel after hanging out with friend(s)

 

Nothing ever changes.

Would be funny if the irony wasnt so sad.

Dont know why i bother

 

I have a weird desire to share my life story with someone.... Autobiography time ^.^

 

God help the outcasts.

 

Just finished both essays! And only exactly one month left of school~

 

Tells me not to blame him for my failures. So I don't even talk to him. Then he blames me for his failures. I don't say anything. I have too much self control so when do you think I'm gonna explode? Will I at all? I wish time were reversible... I'm sick of you treating me like a little kid but the only reason I don't do anything is because I care-- I still wish I could call you "daddy" without you trying to give me a reason why I'm wrong and you're right.
I'm partially at fault, I know, but I made up for that the night I completed my work by deadlines. You tell me not to have a bad attitude, to smile, but how the hell am I supposed to smile when you flip out on me for anything? I'm bout to be done....

 

Hmm okay so it would appear that I'm unable to find a job, so my plan for the summer is:
1) Run, run run, and exercise.
2) Paint, photograph and draw like crazy
3) Draw shitty homoerotic anime fanart for $$$
4) Make kitschy jewellery for $$$
5) Sell my body for $$$ (okay not so serious about this one)

 

Ugh, there's this guy on this dating site I'm on, and we really match well...and he shares my "old-fashioned" values...but...damn...being forced to stay in the closet for the time being....dammit. x_x