What Are You Thinking?

Why does life suddenly suck?

 

Why must my girlfriend whine at me at this ungodly hour?!!!! (being about 5:50am and it started at 5:30am)

 

Holidaaaaaaaaaaaaaays!! Wee!!!!
Did my last exam today.:eusa_danc

 

Damn stomach bug..perfect timing too, with a physio exam on Monday.....:bang::***::icon_sad:

 

Realised that my mother a bit of a religious nut. I know that one shouldn't say such things about their parents but I feel quite uneasy around her now.

 

I really should have gone to bed earlier last night. But i had so much fun...

 

I've been living in the US for 8 years now and this weekend its going to be the first time that I go to a Superbowl party....to actually watch the game xD

Oh, what you do for the boyfriend. There better be good food because else D: lol

 

So I'm headed off to the engineering internship fair. I really hope I don't make a fool of myself.

 

I'm probably the only person on this earth who is simultaneously not attracted to Daniel Radcliffe, Taylor Lautner, and Rob Pattinson...

 

Nope, you're not.

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God, I'm sooooo glad this week is over...

 

Thank God the weekend is finally here. I desperately need a break and I need to go out. I've been a workaholic, the bad kind, not at all like the fun one's on TV. >.>

 

ok I've had my fill of rude business men who think everyone is beneath them

 

Dear universe,

I worked my ass off this week. 11-hour workdays, taking time off to help colleagues, taking the fall when one of them messed up, and actually not procrastinating a single second.

I know I'm not supposed to demand that this be magically rewarded, but... is it really that hard to give me a break today?
First my bike broke, then I slipped on ice and nearly dislocate my shoulder, then I hear that through no fault of my own half my week's work is ruined, and finally, you snow me in on the way home so I miss the theater show I was going to see. :tantrum:

This had better be the prelude to a kickass next week!

 

Same.

 

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Sometimes I visualize this scene when you make a post complaining about your job xD

 

About to cut my hair...*gulp* Bye bye, security blanket. ;_;

 

I'm sick of this overcast weather. Just snow already, goddammit, and give me blue skies back! :tantrum:

 

Hanging out with people you've known since you were five: priceless

 

I really really don't like either of you people. Funny cause I never thought I would consider you "people" but meh. You both are terrible human beings, if we should even call you that, and I hope this ends at some point. /rant

In other news, the amazing responses I've gotten on my essays and all my writing assignments has lead me to have a positive epiphany about school in general ^_^

 

Its been 4 days now since I came out to myself (100% knowing im m2f) and still whenever i acknowledge myself as a girl in my mind (or imagining a female body), or see some pictures of girls (iv always imagined myself as a girl when looking at one) or reading up certain trans related forum topics or articals... I get rather emotional about it (watery eyes) and want to let it out but im unable too... its been bothering me a lot even though it isnt as bad as the first day. Before 4 days ago I wanted being m2f to be true but I cannot control this, I didnt expect to be hit this hard for something I wanted to be true. I don't know why i'm saying this instead of keeping it to myself.