If I could get a job as an apprentice in the trades, I'd be happy. I have no problem with manual labour, I've been doing it most of my working career. I'm even considering going back to school if I get an apprenticeship with a plumbing company to get a red seal.
I have two family weddings coming up this week and I'll probably have to deal with the dreaded question of how my job search is going. Can we not? My cousins are getting married lets focus on their happiness and not my sad life. What makes it worse is I've been out of work for over a year already, so I feel like every time someone asks, it's genuine curiosity but also secretly judging.
I'm taking things slow and very carefully to figure her out, and my own feelings. While it sounds like a bad idea to rush things(I have to fix my insecurity), damn it makes me sick how long this could take.
I know I hated my old job, but I'm kinda bored already tbh. I've been trying to keep busy but by the evening I'm already bored af.
It's not going to be surprising if if I get 2.0-2.5 GPA this semester....man I've halfway given up on some courses
There's always tutoring, don't wait to get help if you need it, it's amazing how much someones grades can improve with just a few hours of the right person explaining things to them.
What a crazy, surreal day. Last night I dreamt that my mom and I were gossiping about my friend's mom. Makes no sense, but felt super real. Then, because I was bored and my parents keep absolutely everything, my dad and I started cleaning up. Found a bunch of shit that made me feel like I was living her memories.
Its so sad that I am always there for my friends but none can even message me asking how Ive been. Everytime I get a message, its either them needing me or them inviting me to play a stupid F B game. Im starting to get tired of them but Im scared to be alone.
Same. I’m going to try to message you everyday on here from now on! Some days it’s hard though cause my schedule has gotten pretty busy.
So I started my new job in IT. It’s really cool. I also cut out drinking coffee and I have to say my skin looks so much clearer and I have no lines.
I just realized that one song "Changes" by Tupac was written twenty years ago, but sounds like it could have been released two weeks ago. The messages of that song are still relevant, and that's sad as fuck.
I feel this way about John Mayer's Waiting on the World to Change. That song is old news now but super relevant.
Two family weddings done. I had a blast, but now I'm exhausted. Tomorrow's gonna be a sit-on-my-ass kind of day.