What are you thinking?

I'm free from schoolwork now, for over two months.

I'll finally have time to study more Queer Theory, amongst other things, which will lessen my capability to function properly in society even more. Can't wait!

In addition, I found out that I'll be studying Sociology next year.




I have yet to really grasp this though.

 

I'm rewatching Desperate Housewives. Again... well, I say again; it's been a couple of years. But I don't care because I spent two hours out in the sun walking four dogs while dying (too melodramatic?).

Now I gotta look for jobs and find something to eat and write... though I doubt I'll do anything other than eat.

 

My Bernie Sanders 2016 stuff just came in the mail!

 

And my week got busier still. FML.

 

I'm still pissed off...Oh, wait, hold on, that's my natural state...

 

This is one of the most nerve-racking times of my life. But i really learned from this and hope for the best outcome. I basically got into a argument with someone who was at first respectful to me and than all the sudden turned on me. I got way too far into and felt threatened myself so I said I was gonna do some research on her. She took that as a threat ant it basically is a threat by law. It was two women against me and they were very hostile and rude and would not stop harassing me even when i lied and told them they won the argument. She has been private messaging me bragging about her turning me in and how she has connections to where I live and stuff like that. So that is also threatening behavior. So with that drama over with lesson learned and gonna have a meeting with a defense lawyer tomorrow to go over what I can do. As least I stopped when I did but i will never get far into a argument with a obviously unstable hostile person again. So please everyone hope i get out of this possibly bad situation and I hope i never made that mistake again. I never been arrested or charged with a crime and hardly ever get into debates on Facebook. But i really will learn from this.

 

Saw this video on Hulu about a gay-themed story book. Wasn't bad. I wonder what would have happened had I had stories such as this one growing up.

Watch The Bravest Knight Who Ever Lived Online - The Bravest Knight Who Ever Lived | Hulu

 

This badboy came in the mail today too:

 

Feeling better than I did the past few days. A lot happier then I was

 

I don't like it. Reminds me of a penis :lol:, especially when in rainbow colors.

 

I collect political bumper stickers, so this one's just going in the box where it will age gracefully. That one's not getting anywhere near my bumper. :lol:

 

Was that a double entendre? :roflmao:

 

Sometimes I'm SO tempted to make a comment, but then decide to shut my mouth. Surprising, eh? :lol:

 

Apparently it's (indirectly) official...my crush f*ckin' hates me... :tears::tears::tears:

 

I think this weekly writing gig is going to go somewhere.

I was sent a letter from a local business, who wants me to write a review of their establishment. If I play this right, I may be able to accumulate connections, for future use.

Oh, Life... get ready, because the next few years are going to be my make or break. LOL.

 

I spent all evening playing guitar and I've only just noticed that my fingers look like gills from doing loads of pull-offs...

 

So, someone just told me "why don't you stop being depressed then".

Well thank you for making me feel like shit.

 

I need a life...

 

Why must someone who consistently gripes about how nobody talks to them, etc. etc. stab you, the only one yet to seem to give a damn about them, in the heart repeatedly?

Am I just f*ckin' stupid for sticking around repeatedly, trying to help bring your mood up, even though my own mood is far from good and I don't have a shoulder for myself to cry on?


Why must I be so left in the dark?