What Are You Thinking?

Moving on...it's going so slowly. I just want to get up and get on with my life, but I can't expect everything to change overnight. *sigh* If just one major stress were lifted off my shoulders, this process could go by much easier.

 

Well, it's done. I've finally come out to everyone who I think deserves a special face-to-face coming out. Preparations for the Facebook coming out ceremony have already begun, and as soon as I figure out how my parents want this handled, I'll be blowing up my closet! (as in, should extended family/pastors be able to see the statuses/notes/everything. Note: I'm giving them this because they will be the ones to get the questions, so they get to determine when the pastors/extended family knows)

^_^

 

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YzsvArhhJRc&feature=related[/YOUTUBE]
*headdesk*

 

about the fact that i should be studying but then thinking whats the point im going to fail anyway

 

I'm on Vicodin for a toothache. I feel nauseous, but it's great to not be in pain. The loopy feeling is okay, too, but I really don't understand how people can take more than one when even half a pill can make me almost vomit.

 

One of my best friends got a tattoo today that says "equality" on her shoulder blade. She's straight and one of the strongest supporters I know. Have I mentioned how much I love this girl?! <3

Now I'm jelly and totally thinking about getting my tattoo soon....as soon as I get over my fear of needles. Someday!! xD

 

Blue canary in the alley by the lightswitch who watches over you! make a little birdhouse in your soul :3

 

I. Fucking. Hate. Fire. Alarms. Had to spend around five hours either outside or in the common area of a nearby building. Shit. Fricking. Sucks.
Pardon my language. Being kept awake by something as ridiculously annoying and trivial as someone setting off some fire extinguishers can piss you off.
/rant

 

Yesterday I went out to dinner and spotted a lesbian couple sitting near by. My gaydar was totally buzzing when I saw them. Seeing them made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

 

I need to chose my other 2 uni's

I also need to finish my person statement

I also need to complete my student finance.

UCAS is stressful.

 

That moment when you spend 4 hours trying to work out how something is done and then the answer is given on the next slide. I'm a moron :/

 

Why did I have such a crappy evening? For a Saturday night it sure was pretty lame. Hmm. I guess that's what happens when you rely on other people ...

 

So I went out last night and came back home like, 'Finally a guy who can kiss decently.' It was a guy with dreadlocks no less. Interesting because usually dreads aren't my type, but I guess it goes to show.

 

What is thistle?...

 

The field party was out of control. Don't ask me what happened because I wish I could remember, the only thing I know is that I woke up this morning in a random bed with a girl I don't know in a house I've never been to before and my brand new Northface jacket is RUINED.

 

I have really good friends.

 

Naturally, the next Xena episode I'm on is the one with the cannibals....and I just ate dinner, too...

I feel like I want to throw up.

 

The Emmy's are on tonight!! Having a few people over in my room!! I'm excited!!

 

YES!

My roommate's brother and friends from back home are finally gone! They are the weirdest people...I really hope this is the only time they come stay with us.

I feel like I need to go disinfect every surface in the bathroom now. Thankfully they never entered my bedroom...

 

"Hmmm...I'm in a pretty good mood right now. Maybe I'll chat with some fellow ECers since I'm in the mood."



*clicks on chat room tab*

*chat room currently unavailable*