What Are You Thinking?

got my new cellphone!

 

YAY! I am gay and I feel good. (nuhnuhnuhnuhnuhnuhnuh) I knew that I would, nah (nuhnuhnuhnuhnuhnuhnuh)

 

I just had my Japanese Conversation Exam! It was so nerve-racking!!!!!! :|

 

Just watched Pay it Forward with Kevin Spacey and Haley Joel Osment. Such as sad movie...

 

I'm impressed. I <3 Flannel Friday! Especially when it's combined with Yellow shirt Friday

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So the flights, bus routes, and train routes from Flagstaff to LA Nov 10-14 all SUCK!!!!

Courtney=seriously bummed out and seriously needs to get to LA. ASAP

 

Dragon Bone Smasher, YOU ARE MINE ^_^

 

Where did my life go, oh minecraft, oh why!
I need to get out sometime.

 

Maybe if I could read Latin and Greek I would be a better philosophy student.

 

Today is such a beautiful day! I am so happy

 

Just got back from the most "terrifying" haunted house in this city. What a waste of sixteen bucks.

 

Ugh this is killing me and makes me hate myself even though it wasn't my fault. I lost you because of him and its not f**king fair. One of the only people who was always there for me is lost to me because of you and your f**king insecuities.

 

There's this really hot Italian guy that works at the cell-phone store. I stopped by there to pick up a USB cord for my phone......he was really hot.....and he had blue eyes and spikey brown hair

 

I had my first panick attack in ages just last night at 3 AM. I totaly freaked out because I was sure I had messed up with something important at work. This morning, reading the circular letter, I realized that I haven't messed up at all.
It makes me think that I should try to take it easy. My stress level haven't been that high in ages and it worries me that not only I had a panick attack, but that it took me so long to handle it.
I definitly do have to work on my self-confidence issues.

 

I guess I'm about to give up trying. Oh well, everyone will be happy without me anyway.

 

(*hug*) (*hug*)

 

I won't. (*hug*)

 

i went out to a bar to see a friend who's in a band perform. i was with a friend of mine. one girl came over and hit on me, and asked if me and my friend were together. now, i was definitely not interested in this random girl, it was nice to get noticed by a girl.

also, my friend who is in the band, not so much a friend, but person i went to highschool with, and talked to once, when i was like 15, bought me a drink.

 

Gotta love how maintenance requests, even urgent ones like "the only toilet in the unit isn't working and none of us has a clue how to fix it", don't get answered on weekends.

 

Just bought some new games for the Wii, can't wait to play tonight!!!