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Struggling with my sexuality.

Discussion in 'Sexual Orientation' started by geminigirl1998, Jun 24, 2021.

  1. geminigirl1998

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    Location:
    Dallas, Texas USA
    Gender:
    Female
    Gender Pronoun:
    She
    Sexual Orientation:
    Straight but curious
    Out Status:
    Not out at all
    Hello all. I am a 23 year old black female. I’be recently relocated and I am now living miles away from most of my family and on my own. With that, I have found a new sense of freedom. Before moving away, I habitually would have sexual situationships with men. And I longed for a relationship but never had one. And I also recall when I was in junior high for about a year I identified as bisexual but my family wasn’t too accepting and I faced many consequences. Since then I’ve graduated college and become way more aware and educated on different things. I’m not afraid to speak my mind but I am afraid of being judged for certain things.

    With all of that, since I’ve relocated I have also begun a romantic relationship with a man. This is my first real relationship. I love him a lot, we do so much together. But I’m starting to feel like I want to try dating women. I don’t want to disappoint anyway or break my boyfriends heart. But I want to explore my sexuality and possibly see if those feelings I felt years ago in junior high, have manifested into adult feelings and is my actual sexuality. I need advice because I don’t know what to do and don’t want raise suspicions.