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Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by lc asl, Aug 8, 2017.

  1. Creativemind

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    Feeling alone and a mistake of god i guess
     
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    Hey, I have some time to kill before work and I'm in the mood to talk.
     
  4. mlm1234

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    shit thats dark, r u really religous or family.
     
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    You aren't alone, especially not here. You're also not a "Mistake of god". I'm not super religious but I believe that nobody is the way they are by accident.
     
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    u ok, need to talk
     
  7. lc asl

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    No i'm not religious at all,(but not an atheist) but it is the way I feel. And yes I really need to talk I am not ok, I don't feel happy at all, with who I am and how I look. I feel people are always watching me and I think people are plotting against me. I don't know what they want, I just feel being followed.
     
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    why do u feel unhappy with your self, how do u mean watching u.
     
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    why do u feel bad about your appearance and who u r. what do u mean following and watching
     
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    Everything is going to be okay, take deep breathes. I'm really sorry that you're feeling this way. I frequently feel unhappy in the way I look, and also often feel like I have to hide my true self to appease others. But you are who you are, you know? You seem like an amazing person to me and you aren't a mistake because of you're sexuality. I can also understand feeling like you're being plotted against. I frequently feel like kids at school (ex-friends, ex-boyfriends, or whoever) are talking about me behind my back or stuff like that. Sometimes it's true, and sometimes it's not. Either way, it's important that you realize that anyone who doesn't accept you, is not someone you should care about.
     
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    This is not just the gay thingy, this is my life
     
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    I find myself unattractive and more over pushing away people, and exactly what i said, i feel like im being watched and followed. They also call it paranoia
     
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    Yeah, I wasn't really just talking about your sexuality. No matter what, anyone who doesn't accept you, is not someone you should care about.
     
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    But i feel nobody really accepts me, should i care about nothing? i cant care about nothing i care about everything, i care too much
     
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    Honestly, I feel that way too. I feel like most people in my daily life don't really accept me. This community, however, is a good reminder to me that there is accepting and supportive people out there, even if it doesn't seem that way sometimes.
     
  16. mlm1234

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    if they really are judging or not, u should just learn to to not care too much about other people out look of u. when i wasnt out i worried so mmuch i change my whole character to the point when i was looking in the mirror i could see who i was anymore.
    message me if u every want t talk